07/03/2019
16:42 @ my own desk right now.
new laptop, notebook more likely. first lines here, keyboard feels nice, my size, the way i like it that i dont need to move my hands. niceeeee
i just smoked. but before that amazing thing happened, i wanted to talk and i continued talking and we talked and talked and even he was suprised about what he heard. lets see if he will do anything with it or not. no. he will not because we talked, and he said many times, he is lazy, why i would do it?
16:48
so nice that i can do one thing with this and do few more with other computer and now thinking to put some music
yes i think i will do
i know i know whats even better music videos
real ones
and play
and put on snapchat
so i did a video of one. but just one minute so in the evening i should find one song and play it on this laptop with lights donwstairs and music though speakers. this should have bluetooth too i think.

and just like that you can delete you can delete whole chapter of your life. just delete it. thats how can presentation go. you write. prepare to do your thing and now you can either get confused with what happend or dont give a flying fck. why would you change your mood. lets do it again better. 0607 so i smoked at what. maybe like 5:30 or 50. ohhh i remember there were some good ideas written on the book that i didnt saved omg ther were at least one for the future. might be. remember go to the coffee shop with laptop stoners diary day 1 nice ofcourse i remember everything. now i just need to rise. and i think this is how i will do it. starting now with kids and pictures each half an hour with new activity. ohhh yeah. new game each half an hour or no for first time it will be an hour we never done hour we will see. ok going to save 6:15 im back ok monster cani finished time to put mix from start and start lifting. 08:04 Ori woke up going 0827 waiting for movie
10:50 this is what i live for Neo pirma karta zaidzia Normal o ne Easy ir pats proud buvo. went for a smoke after that well not even after that like one puff in second and neihbour is going outside then saw David coming out, started chatting, chated 
back at 11:49 in computer room now will play Hitman with Neo and Ori. metal gear solid. now my turn at 12:15 before it was me aswell well i shot averyone and went through elavator :D

15:10 i want a unicorn who doesnt poop. one step at the time. 15:11

15:12 started smoking. so plan for next two hours are to take this laptop apart and try it with new hard drive then if it will not work try without ram as 2gb are soldered 15:18

copy plan to diary

15:15 i think i found senelius Neo ir Oriui. mano kaimynai is 10 namo, David ir moters varda pamirsau, senelis labai protingas. tik jis yra atsilikes su technologijom.

12:47 on 08/03/2019 @ laptop in my place @ 11 summerhill park

it starts here

actually will start from where i finished as connecting hard drive to copy what i had there. Ori is spayring in the toilet and i dont think Neo will like that :D omg i love my life 12:50

12:54 still havent ate anything. just didnt had time. did what i wanted and time passed. ok so i will not smoke now so Nadia would be happy, 50 50, happy wife happy life, i will smoke when boys leave 15:55

13:00 so aparantly it was a hard drive, changed it and windows doesnt lag anymore. dont think i will even install much on this one just will be for me to write. would be good idea to get a timer on laptop so i could keep a track of the day 13:01

1:15 thought about going outside for a walk because i looked at buggy and didnt wanted to put it away but also thought that if someone will come it might be the first thing they see and in 'office' so doesnt look that right for me and it started to rain. 1:16

11:24 from small paper notebook Neos favourite song is Edward Maya - Stereo Love

from yesterday - Ori wants arcade machine where you could lift toys with a crane

8:20 starting smoking

8:24 finished

8:42 eating pringles, watching kun fu panda. there are no accidents. it means other person wanted to do so. do you want to learn? then i am your master

9:00 ori made a sail boat from pringles. if you want make something special you have to believe its speacial. pandas father'

9:03 he didnt believed he is worth it. Neo banged his head into door but he closed it :)

10:19 going to eat breakfast

10:40 find time to listen to everyone and you will be the king. ramunas 2019.

11:20 working on laptop

1:24 finished coppying time to check on food. pizza looks good.

16:44 in my place back and got a bit tidy. got music in living room. i smoked at 15:50 so its now nearly 1 hour passed but because i was walking i could count it as two hours. so thinking to go to smoke again

17:33 was listening to music. Groove Coverage - God Is A Girl. good video.

17:43 finished rolling and now will go for a smoke, taking laptop with me

17:47 started

now 18:05 so what is happening. im lifting whieghts. advising on drugs guy got 4 grass chargess so he cant grow so now wants just very small amout for himself because she doesnt buy shit but i only wait till i get mine sent like so sorry 18:10 12 i tested now its good. i would buy from anyone and then would go inspect anyways before handling money. o wow some songs now
18:19 some people say to understand what he says you need to remove him. hashtag now listening to DJ's At Work - Someday ( 2001 ) niceeee omg was sitting on sofa and hear master blaster. he said it he reminded me his name so we all get attached to brands so i like master blaster and no one is using it so i can pay him good money so he would return and would do a tour. imagine. haha 18:24 well now 19:17 loads of happened.

20:47 finished lying on beanbag, toilet and see whats then

11 Mar 2019 09:09 waiting for client hold on its actually 8PM not not! so yeah i woke up early and i didnt smoked yet now wayyyy how is it possible? well i will smoke after customer leaves and then it will give me enough time for me to got and get xbox yoystic replaced, wash dished, clean house, relist phones, test SE, well loads of stuff to do, so lets not waste time and most importaint, i need a shower. 9:12

so im back 8:33 and i talked with birds birds helped me because i added new thought that i will bring him something to eat like its nature, you help someone then someone helps you its like with pets, you have one and when you need help you turn to him the you give him more love. cats are evil. o wow and i could not write it here because i trust internet more and here evel looked not right then i opened window on Opera to look there i then wrote evil not stopping, like wtf? she likes challanges lets go. my new challange i had them all. i love challanges and she loves too. evil is love backwards :D Eminem. i will be sooooo good dad well i am already but i will go over the board now to proove her that i can be best even wihout smoking. and its not a problem with me as long as i have it planned already muhahahaha 9:35 world is changing now its not enough to have visionnary board or pictures in the wallet, not even having calendar or diary, you need to think fast, you blink it and you missed it. i dont like to talk. well that was before. impress me. 
09:57 time to do house work. enough of writing, house needs to be clean and tidy and welcoming and worm and promissing and filled with love. said no man ever. dont know why just popped out! 10:26 managers will be gone soon, no one wants to be managed, hey John, manage me. yeah. so you will be responsible for your own thing 10:27
10:31 its now or never lets go tonight is was good tonight is better here and now. its not about what you have done its about you are doing! 10:47 now listening Capital Cities - Safe and Sound ( DJ Fernandez Remix ) 10:48 eating nuts. 10:53 to my myself. only eat nuts outside! 11:17 going to get ready for shower

13:55 just didnt saved my notes :D at Bobs and Berts caffee leaving now. but i didnt even bothered about that now 15:00 time to replace screen and housing on iPhone SE
16:42 remembered that i forgot to write it down. when i got back on smoking my dreams came back
17:15 phone is done now time to test other SE i have purchased to sell
17:37 quaestion everything
20:17 back in my place. amazing day. did few new things. enjoyed. wife took me home and we chatted in the car. now time to roll a joint and go for a smoke. of course i could go and sit somewhere and eat there while i will write but today i need to upload pictures and i would like to use computer as its faster for me. well i would just need to get a wireless mouse and i could do that with laptop too. also i might go and start making new table in technology room :) 20:17
20:24 Ori neoficialiai praso kad kas susitaikyciau su Nadia. daddy please sleap in mamis house with us...
20:30 outside ready to light up
20:35 finished smoked and in now. lets go play checkers muhahaha
20:45 me and kids are not having fun when next to her because Nadia is to tight. tight on everything. Neo stop it. Ramunas stop it. Ori get of that fence! 20:46 o wow a lot happened. played checkers during the day. once. won. but i saw it was very easy as he was silly :D 20:50 lets play again
23:17 no energy. no energy drinks... will be doing loads of things tomorrow morning i guess :D going to sleep now 23:19

07:16 12/03/2019 so i woke up very early but already with plans in my head, its no longer cold in the house because i dont think about it. will roll a joint again and will do some work. colder then ice, healthier then smoking. already had ideas for advertising for one item :D
07:22 so i won agains expert yesterday. no point playing again :D
07:39 smoking now wow so early and cold had to pot coat on... 
07:42 i can stop time so i can inhale for as long as i want. yes good music helps i could learn how to do that though all song. like i did with dumbbells, i started with 50 each half an hour then did long break then did two songs at the time, but then before that i was lifting them in shed i even have write how many i did without non stop. i was standing still and lifting them 100, 200, 250, 300 and i think i went 400 times.
08:15 omg just thought of something really amazing. 08:18 started to eat and nearly forgot about buying 4 hour week book and sumirised one page. everything i read about that book i write in one page less is more. and give to solicitor. so solicitor should be smart. lest see how dumb i am about law. i bet i know shit :D

08:28 is it something new you teach or i can find it in the internet or read it in the book. are you looking for leader or sheeps?

08:30 even i was impressed. so whats her number
08:50 came to living room music on lights one setup here lets lift dumbbells for and hour ;)
09:08 i had to stop because i wanted kids to understand value of money and Ori was still too young and i had to do this.
09:28 make dairy with boys so they would be in it so they would know and would not need to worry when daddy will see them. that would work for Nadia but i want to make it for us three because that would be kinda our thing and we could plan in the future with them 09:29 Goodness Gracious
09:44 hot about KFC? in the future i will not even have time to smoke or vape because i will be eating all the time and then trying to burn callories :D
09:52 idea. long time members of coffee shop or restaurant or other venue or VIP would have option when they connect to places wifi, they could add their favourite song to the tonights list. what do you think that when G8 or how its called meeting start everyone tries to show off? like Trump would bring their new developed invisible costume. then Putin would bring exactly same invisible custume, well this time woman wears it. Trump will be like you stole our technology? Putin: no no no your spys stolen it 20 years ago but probably only now they found it in that mess. we actually 'updated' it. we put tracking device that activates when you start using it. so we knew everything your spys were doing. oh oh we also were getting fullhd video with sound from that button that yous though that only works when you pull it. it was actually us who were helping yous all the way to go though security. 09:59
10:03 finished lifting. toilet, drink and shower
11:00 ready to leave. came for laptop and 11:00 alarm started. but still late. need to be quicker
11:50 sitting here in court listening about case that is with video link. with Bernie i guess :D what a rotten luck. got alkohol ban.
11:55 court is just like a CSI. and my court is on 19th aparantly. judge should be most smartest person in the world. in that town. in that court he needs to be smartest person because his work is last. 11:58
12:24 so sitting here in caffee, just came from court where i saw Bernie Kelly. i thought its her and i asked one person, we talked and he pointed me to Michael who will represent me in court on 19th so he was like go, dont you want to say hi to him. i was like nooooo not yet as he was talking with someone already. so now at number 19 12:27
12:34 this carrot cake is actually tasty 12:37 gone 12:41 atostogauk kai kiti dirba nes tai labiausiai nervuos aplinkinius
23:48 funny how last few minutes past. back to lifting dumbbells because i missed to accept match and now again 20 minutes so this time i set alarm not 19 minutes but 17 :D so i would have extra minute haha 23:50 i thought i have loads of songs in this catalogue but for example this song i hearing each time i play it. hold on i thout that it might not have shuffer on. lets check 23:51 yeah it didnt ok lets see what song i will hear now. should be something new. and i will go lift then and stop writing. 23:52 so good to write as my head explodes with ideas i hope soon to do videos so i would not need to sit at laptop or use pen for notes. team working hard. 23:53 lifting 23:55 no one knows or understands that it works for me for hours for 4 hours ok ok not always, now average is 2 hours. so in 2 hours i could do a lot. need to get tickets to Lithuania. if they will send me money then i will buy tickets right away for Lithuania. also for London. then will buy a car for £1000. lets rent a car and camp. nice idea. buy phones for £1000. rent place maybe better instead of car. we will see what are the options. rent was like £300 a week if i go there. so £1300 for a month including rates and insurance. i would need to sell i 5s a day to cover that. when i will be doing that then i can move. so i need to earn £50 a day. if you sell 6s you might earn £100. i never had those number on the paper. they always be. when you making your vision board you should show and tell stories of what you have attchieved so it would be more believeble then just making a new one or adding just stuff. having too many visions are not good then you concentrate on many things. remove them when you attchieve or have it planned. its planning board not vision. once you see a vision you make a plan. once you have planned it you mark day ant time 00:03 all i want is write. scary outside. bad wind. so i need to get students card. need to make a picture when i will have access to my debit card. ok ok reiskias man reikia greiciau viska daryt iki tol kol ji nepradejo daryt. pradet planuot anksciau negu ji. boom. 
09:32 smoking in the shed. KFC today @ 3.30. so where should i go and sit today? jamm? kitchen? im not your usual stoner or druggie. i go to shed to smoke with laptop and write this when i can. dont judge book by its cover. cover is the same and this is part2. in part two we go high. with high i would invite Bernie Kelly to my house for a tea. idea. track your moves! know when you eat when you excersice when walk when work when leisure. quality over quantity. 09:55 some song Style of Eye - Kids ( Swedish Edit ) 09:57 niceeee need second chocolate. hot chotcolate and two deserts :) HCaTD 10:04 it will be fun when i will be giving away advice for free for everyone and share my thoughts with everyone. that will be when i will get even with rent. yes. two more weeks. will sell all phones this week. yeah why not haha. 10:05
12:14 sitting in Jamm third place im having HCaTD court was closed so will come back tomorrow, so far this is worst place. desserts doesnt look like a desserts nothing speccial by the looks but both are tasty. dished were removed quickly from table next to me but no BT Openzone or free wifi. and i dont have data :D Rihanna now. here you pay right away and girl brought hot chocolate. seats if agains the wall then its comfortable. 
21:34 finished smoking just back from the shed, heating off an lets go play lol an i been away then for less then 5 minutes
ok ok 7 21:35 we need to raise wood price so wood would not be bee cut so often. we need to start to regrowing wild. maybe someone new will mutate or mixrace. nine minutes left 21:39 till my queue nightmare. low priority queue. im in after watching aminging thing that happened 23:03 amazing game. had lag, wrote that im going to change wife instead of wifi was stoned. like well stoned. came now to the living room to lift dumbbells while on the low priority queue :D so guys were bot is very strong and all i was like shit who are we playing against? like they know who is who here? damn 23:05 bit of liftin. 23:22 back at lol lux again this time with Varus. 23:23 1 vs 1 dragon pit. lear who is best at lvl 1 as support :D
00:03 how often girls ask guys to go out? i already had few invites. lets say 4. 5 i would say 5 10:48 outside soon will smoke a joint. no prohone and no drink this time and i didnt went back for them so lets see how i will get on without them. Myley Cyrus. brand. well known person. known name. after 30 years she can go to be a senator. 20:51 only God can judge us, forget about haters cos some one in the world will judge us. so basically it doesnt matter what you willl do someone will still give you bad times. but if you dont give a fuck you will be ok. when i will not give a single fuck? when i will be financially independant. lets work on that because this is most importaint thing that you could have in this world e. level two reached 10:55 i inhaled as much as i could and tried to swollow all. i did with most. so now when i will go inside and burp for a first time i would exhale some of what i inhaled. and yes there is smoke coming. doing it when reaching level two. got alergy from something. could it be hot chocolate? could it be one type of cocoa that is coming from one farm land in Columbia that is run for 7 generations and they add thier special thing that they grow in their land. like gencenis 10:58 or other fruit. and aparantly in Columbia there are different parasites too. where if i would use cocoa from China it would be ok for me and i could dring hot cocolate. like with 4. forgot what i was writing and started to dream about desserts and how i will carry them from the Berts or number 19 to my place on my plate. i have bigh one. ok i will not start that. i will start with asking for take away. then i will write names of the places i got from. people will come to me to leave a phone. people. how slow can you eat? will see what i got and they will know where to go for todays dessert. so i need to go first thing in the morning. i need to write down when coffee shops open. then start walking to the shops in the morning and take pictures and post on my page ramunas # hastag this actually looks very nice and then leave just # as logo
and in one of the lines do kvadrata juoda linija ir viduj parasyt ramunas # hashtag plongai bet per visa ilgi ir auksti. jei ne tai daryt storesni. haha sugalvojau ne daryt o rasyt tiktais viska tai man tai atrodo geriau bus nese ideja bus parasyta 11:07 what do you do now? i test my alergies. i want to know what is my weakest link. aparantly i could do a lot. so now time to fix outsite. i dont want it to come to me out of nowhere when i would eat large amout on the trip and i could not walk in the sun because it would burn as shit. why there is no sun? Ori is asking kinda same. so now its time to try Forever. fck its raining. ha. so less people would go out. so better places for me. so i might even get somewhere here on the street. nice. lets go. now? yes because why? maybe i will meet someone or maybe someone will notice me who knows. everything is happening here for a reson. not its raining and i will go inside. 11:12 Various Artists - Overload inhale exhale. im not do er im writer planner so i need to who could help me to do what i have in my head. i need someone who can draw really good and fast. so i need Ruta? i need someone is really good with people and amazing person. Nadia. then i need who is either early or late. Laura. 12:09 sitting at RiverFront caffee. cheapest. so left biggest tip. was only £8.05 for HCaTD. 12:10 time to eat. ohhh nooo time to write. had two thoughs when was walking so need to put them here. its nice that only one person deals with you from start to finish. the time second client arrived came second person to help. back to past 11:55 su RutA apsirukes, su Laura apsirukes. tik su Nadia bunu normalus. man tai svarbiausiai. shit forgot tu put some gel on my nose 12:17 so nose will go bad but its good because now i can try it will it work on already nose on stage 3. stage 1 when you feel it that its coming so it can be prevented with ease stage 2 is harder but still fixable stage 3 is when you see. how to get attention. 12:22 walk around the coffee shops check whos is sitting there at lunch time check the best place and check where they sit and come early and sit in those places so imagine they come. what they will see is you sitting in their place and imagine you ruined their day kinda because you shifted their thoughs because now they need to rething where they going to sit and this is something that they didnt expected. nice. 12:25. dont judge book by its cover. but how many stioll do? 12:26 remember took a pictures and pasakiau sau. oooo solidziau atrodau niceee. cia buvo 11:22
11:29 one thought from old ones, yesterday when was walking to the town. grant to get people back to work and tidy up towns introduce voluntary tax to speed up thins or maybe. 12:30 another one from old. every situation requires different approach. 12:31 name for something ' after hours ' 12:31 solicitors name is Michael. where are loads of BMW. Nadia said its one of the brothers bolder one. when thinking about MSI you need to get products that are premium because premium products give more value. small brands come and go. big brands stay. Apple, Amazon, Facebook, Bebo. yes Bebo is still used just now not a main one. same as SoundCloud or Snapchat. ads should be one sentence. like Apple 12:36 one thousand songs in your pocket. haha kaip ir Birzuose. visi zinojo kad as darau blogus dalykus bet niekas nedrysdavo taip paprastai ateit is nauju. Nadia buvo pirma kuri atejo. 12:38 higher price attracts more people and less maintenance. item should not be more then £200 or less then £50. i thought about vaporizer. Mighty ar PAX. va ko reikia. PAX style. maybe not the best but best looking. its about £200. i had it. i loved it so i can talk about it. need to get version one, then version two, then version 3. PAX3. good idea. so 4:20 i was expecting £5 so far cheapest. tastes very good. and everyone smiles. best atmosphere. so what was left as i gave £5 was a tip, so i tipped only 80p but imagine when everyone does that. in the day there will be like 200 people that will go though your caffee. and if everyone leave £1 as a tip. that covers some bills right? :D i think i first time checked if one girl got ring on the finger. so now 12:52 im here for 44 minutes here. eating ginger cake. now starting feeling what is that ginger as receptors are getting them now after all this nice stuff what i ate. i dont say that ginger is not nice but its tickling :D looks like this is family run business as lady was and then son came and then daughter. well if its not hen it could be in other place like someone could think about it and do it 12:55 i just can stop writing o wow how much would have i seen if i would have went outside like this when i was vaping all the time and then i had money adn all so i could have done this no problem but i got three cars, was eating m&s when valing ordering pica so all this went piffff very fast. but hey its a lesson that i just had to learn so i did it hard way but now i kinda know what to expect so im feeling a bit better. so this is my fourth caffee in 4 days. damn im doing good so far :D. this one earned extra point so i stayed here longer. but its not that flashy but maybe its good. as tomorrow i might not have cannabis so i might not smoke at all so might just live on Red Bull can in the morning and Fluoxetine. we will see one oclock. so droppshipping is the future. it is im pretty sure same as those pyramide schemes so called. prisiminiau apie Neo namu darbus kai jam reikejo pridet s arba es. jis pridejo s tiktais. as ziuriu blogai. sakau kad blogai o jis man i akis ziuri ir sako kad gerai. jis taisykliu nezino tai ir pyksta. paaiskinau. supratrato. issitaise klaida. 13:05 what would you do if you didnt had to worry about money? how many moves are in the checkers? circle and cross there are but you can easily learn them all. 13:06 cashflow and time. start with the end in the mind. create products quicker. yearly updates. it was with the games. Apple does that. same with football leagues more and more and more. atleast its good for health. excersizes i mean. minimal advertising price. listening to Snopp Dogg. i bet you wake up in the morning and you kiss yourself couse i would if i were you. 14:10 forgot. sht. was a good one. i love you without a make up on. cannabis is bad because i cant drive. Nadia is cross and the she doesnt trust me. so if i want to have 'access' to boys 24 7 i need to stop smoking. ohhhh. priorities like. but ok. i will get energy drink in the morning. i will go to the town for HCaTD or HCaToMD and then in the evening i will take energy drink and will lift dumbbells
14:47 what is the cheAPEST lottery, biggest. 14:53 Eminem and Rihanna Love the way you lie. 15:17 why i love this room best. 15:17 Bauer & Landford - Leave Me Behind now Ensuna - Confide In Me got it first time ;) 15:32 and now have to stop because i had an idea. go help top. to push towers. i will leave everything for guys when they will be returning back from the shop so when they will go up they will take it i will be in jungle but as support. so i will help push lane and then go back to help to get resources for my lane defender. i will help to get blue for mid or bot and red for any of them. i will not need it because i will have Lux with cc for two targets . i can also get Janna. if i will see anyone i will just ult. and wind or if more then one or two then ult. flash then wind and shield on me. if Lux just q and them slow on the place i am so that they would not want to chase me. and put vision. push fast because then map will be smaller and mid could easily come to help top or bot. so mission is to push 3 front towers. prove me wrong. 16:39 i can fuck for one hour non stop. prove me wrong. 17:59 going for a smoke again. now outside. last one. will not buy now. better go for HCaTD for 6 days ;) as i learned a lot while smoking now its time to get out more to show yourself to the world. 18:02 Nelly Furtado - Red Balloons 18:03 finished time to put Forever Aloe Propolis Creme
sitting in the gaming / eating room :D waiting for lol to allow me to join :) answering to messages. yas. So im playing lol Ranked with Lux with SKT T1 Imaqtpie muhahaha 19:45 next game Nelly sings about Porshe. so i disconected cable with my feet and that cable was for wifi internet gone and i was waiting for nothing. and i was was nearly at the end as it was 95% 19:47 playing
21:57 won some some lost. went Janna jungle :D 22:12 normal game. tired. didnt had energy drink... so tomorrow morning i will wake up and will go to the shop for one 08:54 Neo is here. just need energy drink. two i guess. o just one. take one before going to caffee i gues and one after? time to tidy up house and then we will go. 09.29 shower time. 10:20 getting ready to leave. might need to wait a bit but i will go to tidy up then. 11:55 its time to rewrite most of stuff to laptop. sitting here at Bob and berts or how its called. now its 12:40. made plans for tomorrow, neet to list phones now again on Gumtree. how kids these days will not know this much. look. kids with phones in thier hands watching youtube and learning from proffessionals. each day. how to build in minecraft how to sing a song how to do this or that move. world will either end up in bevery good place or in very bad places. so far its 50 50 and i can see both variants happening. its either AI will rule or human knowledge. i think i need to move all my notes to here. so back in the past. march 11 9:17 i can do anything . i can learn 9:22 bastile - pompeii. 9:26 why Nadia is so or was so protective?! because of her father. clarity, energy, increase bar, productivity, influence and courage. six habits. seek clarity, generate energy, raise necessity, increase productivity, develop influence, demonstrate courage. six habits how to reach high performance and stay there. 12:51. 10:30 16th March breakfast time. we tidied up. Ori got Neos pillow and was like finders keepers :D

20/03 17:58
story of my life, drinking again, drinking midus, discusting, but have to. Ori asked can i play with him and i bursted into tears, i cant, i just cant. too many things are in my head and it drives me crazy. why me? why someone did this to me? ok so what to blame? cannabis? yes, why? because cannabis unlocked parts or my brain that were locked. i always thinking. constant ideas, constant headache. like Elon Musk said, he just cant stop. ok starting to feel something, feet a bit looser 18:05 hope to get drunk and enjoy time with kids. why i drink? because i cant cope with reality. something is not right here. how do i know? because i seen future. and if things will not change future will be sad. not my future. worlds future. Elon will go to Mars i know that for sure.

21/03 22:12
remember when in K-Zona Starcraft game was one of the most popular ones. that i invented tactic that after i told i killed game :DDD then we went to bigger gaming caffee and i got floppy disk and downloaded maps for it. we bought 30 minutes and it was 2 litai ar net trys. it took time to find, download and move files that 30 minutes were not enough. we were told that times is up two times i was like here here i dont do anything look i will switch off monitor and i switched off while files been transfered. i wait till i didint heard floopy disk moving, pulled it out and we left. 22:18
22:45 it might be that my business went down. i dont think it went down but i lost confidence? could be it? because i started using not original parts but third party. and i cant be confident now because i cant guarantee about quality. boom. OEM - same quality as orginal or better. same quality repairs or better.

23:42 what do you see each day? on pictures or with our eyes.

23: 44 industructable rubber band

23:55 bed time

22/03 7:32 outside ready to smoke. cold. i dont like cold. iphone 5s bumped already. the main thing is to keep the main thing the main thing. pagrindinis. concentrate on whats importaint. 7:40 came back. less is more. 7:49 made one good shot. phone to the LEDs hard to explain. put on snapchat. idea came when i remembered that instagram is more brighter. who else will be next? now need with music. have mp3s here hmmm ithink i will will put some mp3s. o wow just made a word. ithink. 8:10 learning The Real Slim Shady. on repeat now. lets see 8:11
9:17 working. will record live for my page without talking. i dont need to talk. i just show. boom. i dont need to show my face. because people judge by the looks. it is what it is. 10:16. so weed stopped working i guess. well nearly 3 hours already. and what i did. had two customers. one left iPod other left iPhone. replied to messages on facebook page, chave one girl interested to purchase iPhone 5s, lifted dumbbells, repaird phone, now left charging. made live video on Tech Guy page. then made how to clean inside housing, how to remove battery. love it. 
12:00 im like Sheldon. i love internaly. 12:10 finished eating. now will go drink and lift dumbbells.

10:53 going to the shed for a smoke. toilet first. outside. this weed smokes slower. i would say this one is Gorilla Glue because it was quite sticky, smokes ok. no flavour. not harsh. first time gave me good power up for two hours. 11:06 came inside. i could go to sleep now and today i would have done more then yesterday, today is Friday. maybe i should go to solicitor? o go to the court and sit there. no! the main thing is to keep the main thing the main thing. i will not leave till i will not finish what i have to repair. and i would only leave if i have more then hour of free time. work comes first. 11:09 now food. so. went into the fridge took cut cheese. putted cut cheese. what if Ori took this cheese because he wants to cut with siscors. so Friday is the day when daddy finishes everything what was picked up not by boys. once siuksliudeze always siuksliudeze. as kaip mociute :D 11:36 soon gonna turn and put sausage. now actualy 11:36 :D 11:41 so this time time trying sausages 6 - 7 minutes and cheese 5 and 30 sec
16:00 smoking again. yes an hour before kids but one hour will be plenty for me to lift dumbbells. havent done much if it today, just repairs and replies :) not complaining. good. as i choose to do repairs then go lift. wonder how much extra time would i get o battery with ssd. 16:03 this really burns slow. dont know its good or no :D 16:16 lifting dumbbels. well started now will lift them till Ori, Neo and Nadia will arrive. labas. kaip? nu as gi viska zinau, dauguma, ok ok. jei nezinau as suzinau vistiek. net neskaityk, nesuprasi.
20:05 going for a smoke again. Ori is sleeping in the buggy in the living room. Neo is playing Hitman. when i will come back i will switch on own and will take Ori to bed. 20:10 back. see i dont smoke for long. just after that what i do matters. now i will go and play with Neo Hitman, he loves this game and i love spending time with him. love my family. all of them. 
23/03 8:01 came to smoke outside. 8:05 finished smoking. going to enjoy time with kids with thinking about nothing else but them too. that is the best feeling in the world. i remember when i was able to do that without smoking. it was when i paid 
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18:57 23/03/2019 Ori was pressing on gass and i was cornering. we didnt stopped at pay station :DDD amazing time. really. 19:07 deciding on plan for the evening. soon will Nadia will come thinking that i havent smoked and thinking that maybe he have changed and maybe we could watch a movie as a family because he chose family for once. but no he have smoked again and again and again and again. have fun. omg 19:15 omg Neo just guessed my number 1945. Neo was thinking about year and i was thinking about hours and minutes. 
24/03 8:35 came for a smoke. amazing time yesterday. was too tired to do anything after put boys to bed. so lied down on beanbag, then went to bed :). hate cold so went to get a coat. much better now, but still with hoodie. ohhh well, so will smoke, will go make breakfast, will tidy up upstairs, wash dishes, make plan, install Hitman, have a shower, boys will eat after movie, brush teeth, Neo will play with Hitman and me and Ori maybe will go to the shop or will play. 8:37 so today i need to find mirror for bathroom for Neo and small pillow for Ori. ali express here i come :) we should have put some money in yesterday... its getting wormer, handds are still cold. listening to Rasmus. just holded for atleast 30 seconds as was counting with fingers. i remember when i was doing it before then people see in real time because clock could be fake in videos. and clock timing could be changed too. first hour after smoking is the best. you can enjoy everything in short time. why? because i can control everything. i remove my new stuff that i want to create and let them create. Neo will have his mirror. Ori will pick from pillows. we agreed that i will find 10 each. well Neo did :D came upstairs told Neo to take camera and record himself talking about what he knows. Hitman. here he comes. best thing is to spend time with kids this way. because you can and will and be concentrating only on them. how? because you control time. now i can do 4 things at the time. when i smoke i can be fully focused on 4 things at the time. 8:53 im at computer with internet for ali express but then thinking why im here? where is my headphones. 9:00 watching Robots KAKAAA run why she did it? compromised. taking you to train station. talk guys because if you will not talk you will fight. Ori thouhed book. Ori wants pillow. we got Ori secret if we would take his baby Calf or Piggy he will stop wanting Neo pillow. he hive5 me even because he saw that i saw. 9:06 looking for pillow. Bigwell is Steve Jobs. was Steve Jobs involved in making Robots? that silver shinny suit thing is Zukerberg. was created by Google Robotics. then Elon was created by Japan United. where best of best who supports Japan gathers once a week, was once a year, once a month, meet and talk about Japans future. 9:30 fight to the death. Ori asked for daddys juice. one is looking for blanky, other thinks one slote his pillow. one thinks its somewhere somewhere somewhere. daddy. daddy, Neo is cross at me. Neo is cross because he doesnt know if joystic flew to other universe. 9:45 soft pillow case. we still skipping forward. now for third time. we did it. we watching it. Bigwell woke up. your boyfriend is a genius. he is? i am? see one invention how it helped. it saved everything. one invention saved everything. if you and know it clap your hands. Rodney we here to save you. how do you think its going so far. game is not over. i dont know i could do that. i want to try. its time to shine. lets upgrade. im a woman. scotish. seven of us and only one of you. Britney Spears - Hit Me Baby One More Time. 9:58. 10:13 i cried. Neo said so lowely words to mammy. i hugged him and said if i would have been mammy i would have cried. love it. 10:14. 11:26 making dumplings. well 3 hours passed, just 3 hours.
12:33 outside for a smoke. thought it will be still raining but it stopped. pfxwrujeuis\fjvbgnfsubnnice. 12:34 loads of planned today. all way till 6 pm till mammy comes. puff puff. Miley Cyrus nnnnfhbnnnnnnufhhhhnggggggu88888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888ghubyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyynow. we will go to look for small pillow for Ori. nu va paskutinius dumus ejau traukt. traukiu traukiu ir galvoju kodel gi as negaliu atsipalaiduot kodel zelyte neveikia taip kaip kitais kartais. tada po sekundes tik ot durnis. cia gi del to kad namie yra Neo ir x 13:05 Oris prirase, gal ir istryine. 10 minutes left. 17:06 atejau parukes, jau baigiam valgyt, 16:30 buvom iseje iki parduotuves issirinkom po deserta. nusprendem kept pica. parodziau Oriui ka tik kaip valgyti ir rasyti as moku. ir kaip jam tai daryt. 17:10 tuoj ateis setonas. 17:12 ka tik vos viso paragrafo neistryniau. Oris baige valgyt. isejo veido nusiplaut. as sedziu dar valgau ir ziuriu kai Ori valgo. pasieme melynus milijonierius :). 17:16 o jei Mars ar Bounty ar Snikers jei perki didelius po £1 tu perki batoneli su loterijos bilietu ir gali automatiskai laimet £1000. every Friday 5pm. before going out. so there will be more people who would be buying. still playing paw patrol. i will be with him all the time so when he will need me i would here. shower after everyone leaves. then before and after shower lift dumbbells. 17:57 so Neo came back. had an awesome day. 18:07 plans made when or if this would have been wooden floor

25/03 12:08 will make joint and will go for a smoke anyways. lets cut to two times a day first :D from 4 :D omg but it does the jobs done. look im washed and dressed with shirt even 12:24. ok rolling now. 12:41 came outside for a smoke. so will go lift dumbbells now for one hour the wash dishes then no now will go bump phones for sale. the take a picture of broken phone or even better take live video of repair on the tech guy page. repair of replacing ram on laptop. easy upgrade. cheapest. and doesnt effect anything on your laptop or computer. anyone can do it. switch off device. remove battery if possible, take back of your laptop. in some cases you will need to take take whole back 12:52 lets start writing haha love it Princess of China now unscrew screws, most of the time screws will just popped out. i remove them. then remove whole back plate. and you will or shoul see a chip size of half credit card and three times thicker. it will be in the slot attached to the board. you should notice same size slot next to it. this is your free slot. dont want to risk it? buy same amount as your first chip. i would always put double ir tripple. so if it had 1GB i would put 4GB because from experiance i noticed that this is the best option 12:56 because. 1GB and 2GB are cheap. 4GB would be more expensive but nearly same as 2 x 2GB price so why buy 2GB and then upgrade everything to only 4GB where i could do double. so i saw 1GB i put 4GB i saw that if i will add SSD i will run even faster so i did that too. so now i have 5GB and i dont like that number. so i get another 4GB and now i have 8GB for let me check how it cost now. so 4GB sponsored £11.99 2 x 2GB DDR2 PC2-6400 desktop. second sponsored £10.99 4GB 2 x 2GB DDR2 PC2-6400 deskotop. first sponsored Kingston 8GB 2 x 4GB DDR2 PC2-6400 desktop. 13:04 looking for laptop ram. so upgrade laptop ram would be the best thing. if your computer is slow and lags and you want it faster or your pages in your laptop loads too slow so upgrading ram would be the best thing. prove me wrong. thats software not hardware. this is hardware. i need a mentor. what to do with my visions :D they dont know what dope is says Eminem when raps with Dre. when i was buying and now wrote what when i buy laptops. i would put 4GB ram and install 64GB version. and now i would need to install a genuine version. because people likes and needs them. more up to date people needs it to download simple stuff like Greys Anathomy. so teach them. how to beat the system. goverment is not fair to us so we will not be fair to them. so this is why government want. it wants to control us all. spy on us all. soon coins will be gone. in which country they dont give change if its less then 5p? Amsterdam just i dont know if its in all country or just city. 13:14 laptop ram 4GB 2 x 2GB PC2-6400 800MHz £11. thats cheap. but once in some time someone will come to sell its gear. or joblot or let it off so you can get cheap stuff. thats used. new costs. original and Samsung £15.40 bargain. 13:18 you can also get for Apple laptops. 4GB 2 x 2GB Kingston used would be £27. Corsair used slower @ 667mhz for Apple would be £15. so now figure it out what you want to do. do you want this or not? service. speed up your laptop. sell for price they sell. kamane bande nutupti prie manes. nu o gal ir nieko nebutu darius o as ja isgazdinau. ka padarys. kita karta ramiau. ten tokia nykscio dydzio :D also i would never put slow ram or maybe if person is ok with it or i need to sell it fast or max supported ram is lower then its ok with me. so i have few. o wow. but hey i came first. whole family came to neighbor. guess who can be invited to come inside. all i have to do is to stand here and pretend that im writing. imagine what effect it would have done if i would have not changed from skirt to tsgirt it would be even more owesome omg so if i want something i would need to keep it doesnt matter what happens i need to keep it. dont replace it if its not broken. true. 13:30. need to finish this joint. 13:32 finished and now standing and writing again and looking for Eminem. found one good one Good Guy from Kamikaze. brough nuts. like mociute was making. really thinking what to do. do i ask or no. or should i bring her here or no? she would like to her greatgrandsons or even my mom see her gransons. earn enough so you could leave this house for granny. both grannys to live with all expenses paid. with kids room already here. two rooms. and make bigest room. and then buy this house. boom. start working on this house. there. it will be good for everything. paint hallway. for ddr3 13:40 i would go straight to 8GB. so it would have 16GB. i dont remember having more then that. never had any ddr4. me. idont need to have latest technology to enjoy it, i can do that without it when i consume THC. 13:43 damn these nuts are really nice. need to install all drivers on this one to see what is causing a problem. and then maybe if its possible replace it. lets go. Eminem - Kamikaze. good song. goes on sc. 13:54 nusprendziau atsinesiau piesti. pasijungiau laptopa cia nes man cia patogiau rasyt. 15:12 will smoke now. wifi is back. wow and gone omg haha 15:26 ok just now or smoke. was inventing :D 16:50 raiciausi ant zemes po tai kai kaimynas papasakojo kai zentas man regis turejo eit kitur miegot nes salione ner garsu buvo del tu bumciku. kai tas kuris nusipirko namo atejo ir klausia nu ar tas dar muzika klausos? :D om kaip pasikalbejom pilvas plysta. koks kaimynas idomus.

26/03 8:12 roling a joint. decided to smoke in the morming and then in the evening. no midday snacks :) . parukiau. tiksliau vapinau si karta. jau spejau ir 8:30 idet picture ir video i snapchata. pasidariau for next 4 hours what i need to do. i do everything right. just not in correct order. now i need to get my life sorted and not to eat fancy or go out. i will see boys 2 hours a day. Saturday and Sunday say. if they want they can come and see me here. just daddy will be working and they need to be very independant. i would when i can come and help them if they are stuck on game or something amazing happened like Neo got new item or completed a mission. be yourself and people will want to be you #hashtag #ramunas how i can beat anyone? i have more hours in a day then they do. 8:35 i even forgot to vape. thing was on all the time. i dont need to vape. i need a challange. charge your phone when you can #Donatas #don so when i vaped? now its 8:48
9:44 one of the best thins is when computer sees that it cant win and gives up and starts giving you a win. omg. last night i did the same with other guy. or computer. like i dont know because he or she was making moves very quickly. 
10:02 just vaped. small amount is better because it will last shorter amount. so if i want to go lift dumbbells i would need to vape just 0.10g haha 10:03 yes my eyes are tired but because i dont concentrate on that i concentrate in writing and not doing any mistake. or correcting them fast. one guy is interested in 5s. will come at around 6 so after 6 i will go to see my boys. basically before bed. ok so now 10:08 just finshed vaping. lets see how it works :). lets test them to Tinas phones. and now i had very very little amout. maybe for 30 min ;) i will beat my dad on checkers. my dad never took me on any of his events. i never seen his work. i was afraid of my father. i remember when me and few classmates went to check shops bins to get more stickers. i was like sticker king. i even started to sell them. but then i though no. im a good guy i will not sell. if i have sold. i would have had made a fortune. seriously. 10 centu per sticker. its like box of matches. like 10p here. even less. but for 10 cent you could buy a gum. for 45 cent a lolly pop. so yeah it would have been different way. but i chose this. it was me who chose. lets start to draw. then i can show people what i have been up to not just words. lets show that i can still draw while high. so vaped an hour and half ago. 12:43 busy people are always late. wrong. busy people are always on time because they value time and have everything squedueled. ok time to vape 12:45 lets load. still not vaped 12:52 for me know is everything. i know that i will smoke and if i will not smoke its ok. if someone will come and say lets go and never come back. or lest go i need help to fix this and it will take all day. its ok. i will go and do it. i dont need to smoke if im doing something else. fact. its about suroundings. vaping. hands free. this is best. 12:56 will go lift dumbbells now. feet already getting loose. now just need a music and i will bounce. so laptop was not working properly because of video drivers. so i need to get right drivers just for this laptop. will download on PC and will transfer. so what to do now. now weed. haha. its easy to get high this way and i dont use much but i will not see anyone for 2 and half hours so i can mix a new one. post man brought me dominos pizza booklet. 13:03 i need to remove everything because if i will leave sweets or food in fridge i will not be able not to think about it and now i need to think about importain things. so no munching. no playing league of legends. no doing stuff that will not move me fast. eating can move me, i will start taking pictures of what i eat, mix unmixed things, eat most donughs, do other chalanges, go into restaurant and ask waitress what is. while waitress is away you are waitress. this is deep. and ask which dish was always brough back unfinished because it was too big. if they will say none. ask for biggest dish with most variaty in it. how much it will cost? ask for most expensive dish and see what they will bring what they would price as most expensive. basically what is your experiance. how good are you. 13:07 o wow it works like a magic and i dont even want to vape again because i know that it will not give me best ratio. Enter The Ninja - Die AntWoord. unknown people but with thier dreams. but they did it and someone listens it and its on clubland 18 3rd CD. good song isnt it. i love it.its about branding. let them remember your name. Apple. Amazon. eBay. Argos. IKEA. BMW. Dell. Prada. any brand. one word. max two. for name and surname or two name like M&S or HP. pretender. how to be anyone. book name. 13:25 i am a designer. i am a creator. fashion. week in Belfast. lifting dumbbells on the bench. fixing my top :) if you will not be in the fassion week in Belfast you will not decide what will be in the shops this season. easy as that. 13:28 hungry. ou shit. finished another one. 13:32 Super Bass 13:52 only buy if you have double the money. 13:59 for me its either black or white. checkers are black or white. i need to be best at this because here you can even call if its a draw. smart. 13:59 14:49 o wow some song. 21-07-2013 UK Official Singles chart - Come & Get It. shower time. have 40 min till need to be ready for Roberta. 20 min for shower and 20 for tidy up. love it. 15:18 is po duso. planuok ir gausis pigiau. early bird kainuoja £199 poto £299 poto £399 poto £549. vataip ir daro visi. 15:29 right on time. 45 minutes kalbejau. buvo atejes kitas klijentas ir su tuo kalbejau. 16:18 reikia dar karta traukti :DDD
16:18 going for one more puff or maybe no. dont know. nu man ateis tik po daugiau nei valandos. tai galiu eit parukut ir eit 16:21 ar turi nors viena serial killer is pazystamu? nezinai? nes jie nekalba apie tai. 17:11 piesiu. 17:34 piesiu 18:56 waiting till after 7. drawing. as kai piesiu as isivaizduoju how it should look and only then i draw. you need to see end before you start.so sold phone now 19:05 im chatting with person like i would have known him long time. so now when i have to be ready i need to be ready. on will go for another puff so now will start writing from new line when i will vape. 
19:31 everything went so easy so i already vaped and cleaned it. i think i would need to go somewhere. but not im limiting places but i can still go out and sit and write outside but it will get cold so what should i do. i need to make portable vaporizer. or buy one. but i bought this one. i could have bought portable but i got this one. well ok portable was £25 not £20 and i only had £20 to spend. so ok with this i need way more cannabis. wayyyy more and if i will vape once a day after 9 i will have my 4 hours till 1. i might go to sleep at 12 or even at 11 if i will put a movie and get cozzzzy it all depends on whats around. so where should i go. i want somewhere where it would be warm, electronic music. i need to get a fire place working. yes! i need to remove pillow and get wood. well get wood and then remove pillow. then it will be worm there too. and Neo likes to burn. so what to do now. i need energy. i go to the shop and buy energy drink. two or three. go to Lidl because i need sausages. i just wait. its now a year when i dont have my equipment. my PC, my laptop, my phone. all lost and even now i will have to wait 6 months after so i could get them back. fuckers. 19:41 20:28 sat and replied and read and looked on phone. o wow one hour passed is it ok or bad? like if i would smoke then i would be able to go to bed and sleep all night. i would not need to do anything. just now i need to get myself energy drink and go to toiled or i will pee.

27/03 6:27 so vaping now. just had two puffs. music on. mood is better now. so now i will go to the shop to get energy drink. will go to Spar. its closer and then will go to post office after 9.30 to put money in and will get iPod and iPhone screens. 6:30 i dont know if its working or no, i mean cannabis. looks like its working. CPU is at 100% not good. i dont like that. need to get faster laptop. i want MacBook Air. havent been up since 6:32 after 6 for a long time and im happy to sit and write. i dont need anything else. there. i get vaporizer. vape at home. and then go sit in the park for an hour or so and write about what i think. i dont need a fancy caffee or restaurant. i will go to the town and sit at Oasis. there are benches there. so i will sit at chess board table and write. will get RedBull. have my phone, ibuypower bag. 6:35 Bauer - Leave Me Behind. cannabis turns on my OCD and with cannabis i want to help everyone. 6:38 dabar sugalvojau eit pas kaimyna ir parodyt kaip as perku kanapes. nes man approve vistiek reikia daryt. dabar eisiu i Spara energetinio arba as vel pavargsiu. nes as energijos neturiu. eisiu indus issiplaut ir pasidarysiu dumplings. dabar energetinis ir tabletes, Fluoxetine. you trying to be too many people at the same time. imitation is a suicide. Emerson said that. focus on yourself. self. yourself. what are you comfortable with. what you prefer and wear it. not everyone can wear loads of things 6:47 o wow 7:00 kazka gero norejau rasyt. aaa maciau kaip article rase kad you can get a fine if you listen music too loud in the car. o wow. 7:05 ok apsirenges ir einu i parde. 8:55 o wow already 2 and half hours passed since i last vaped. ok and i thought why i dont feel anything. haha and i used very small amount so will go light up now so i would be up and running for next one hour. will use even less cannabis. will even take laptop with me. so i went to boating lake, was drawing there but got cold so went home. i need a warm place. place was good. need to bring a chair and sit under the tree for shade, had my music so its good. its going to be a new place for gathering. next to boating lake, there is a big car park where tennis court was. need to build a basketball court there and also a gate for football. first bring concrete blocks and cover all area so cars would not be able to park there. then clean it. build basketball. build goal. and start from there. still nto vaping and just writing. 9:01 i love to talk and write. i now have so much to say and i remember things so im not boring anymore. i think. well im boring of what i do now but i was not boring haha. just thought that i need a spoon to take cannabis out of my jar. why im writing all this? well guess. next time i will use cannabis i will think about spoon. i already hada quick tought how i could grind all and take only what i need for that vape. like having a jar with grinded stuff. ok time tu load up its 9:05 now. then wash dishes. or i will just keep writing :D we will see 9:06 i can see smoke coming. or how should i call smoke or vape? 9:15 finished vaping. forgot about it :D played cheshers and won again. love it. will need to teach Ori how to play it. what happens when one teaches another. did my dads dad tought him how to play? or whats the story as i never seen or known how i was when i was a child. i bet Ori and Neo would like to see it. so from from i will get from the house i will buy tickets to Lithuania. and show it all. and before that i will go with family to London even might come day or two earlier to explore the town. or even better. fly to Teesside Caffee, spend night there, then take train and go to London next day. or maybe even stop at Birmingham. that would some trip. and it should not cost me more then £200. flight to mainland £50 to London £50 to Vilnius £50 to Dublin £50. £200 haha. i now just cant stop thinking. its not me its not my family in your head in your head they are founded with that times with the gunes with that boms in that your head in your head in your head zombie zombie zombie zombie whats in your head in your head a head zombie zombie zombie oooo eeeee aaaa ooooeeee  aaaaa tiu tuiu tiuiit tiuii 9:22 laukiu priedainio :D nezinau antro posmo. 1960 in your head in your they still found it . in your head in your head in your head in your head zombie zombie zombie zombie zombie whats in your head in your head in your head zombie zombie zombie 9:24 waiting for something i know :D what is bootleg - when you remix only using original song. basically dont add any other sounds. so no farting. i need to make remixes not a bootleg. haha wondering was i watching concerts when i did well? because i would like to be on the stage. but not as main but as guest. Tiesto. how about him. brand. everyone knows his name. hashtag. catchy rithm. i need something too. i was thinkin about remixing pop songs. so i would be dj and i would not. one person. one song. thats all you need. work on one thin and improve one thing until its perfect. and he is not perfect in English he got accent. Martin Garrix. name and surname. ramunas. just a name. hashtag ramunas. nickname and name. you choose. 
13:13 started painting living room :) now came to vape as still have time till if i will drive. will go see kids after 3. painting it white will see how it will look after second coat. thinking to go vape, wash dishes, tidy up and then go for second coat as first one didnt impressed me much. 13:15 vape is coming. inhale. to the gerkle. first time i guess. still inhaling. love it. will pass out soon. hope not. holding. its a good minute now. exhale. lovely. when you are out of breath you start using what you have inside and not all air is separated from cannabis so you get a nice boost to your brain. 13:19  you can do it with baloon or bottle and bag. bottle in water like water pipe. no was very little. ok need to get scales again so i would know how much im using. now inghaled everythign in 3 hits. its like bong. in one hit. bong better. one time. well depends on what you want to do. not always its best way to go. ok back to work now 13:23 i smoked for 10 minutes. break is over. 13:39 baigiau tvarkyt indus. tokios svarios virtuves dar nebuvo. ready to leave 14:43 two coats done. one in the hallway. so thats with one can. 12m2 x 2 times and one time 12m2 without door. :D. so got two new cans at £5 each because of damaged cans. when i came in i was like where is a man of the house because he was not there, so lady told me that he is downstairs now 18:19
18:20 time to vape. 18:22 time is no as was called to help with a game. vape is coming. just remembered when i was counting how much it cost to get high. £1.20 was it? for one Volcano bag. 18:24 VAPING 18:28 finished, now need to clean it. 18:00 going to make dumplings. 18:34 i had the best because it was hand made i was the best because i made it. it was the best for me. not for you or someone else. i made it for me.
21:37 vaping started from 21:35 second inhale now. posted this time how i vape. will see what i will get in response this time. 21:57 my body gets too tired though all day. i should not smoke in the morning. only evenings. sad but its true. unless i will sleep during the day but now its 10 and i was up from 6. and what it had? nothing :D omg really nothing compare to what i did i was lifting for around 1 hour, had a shower. painted. so whats new. well yesterday apart family i was lifting dumbbells for an hour then painted living room and started hallway so now its 22:03 this worked only half an hour :D so i drank big redbull so 20 min and it will start working. so will go for another puff. wow i smoke a lot people would say. but i would say see when you go to the bar you drink till you forget where you live, where i drink till that stage. know your limit. so will go for second round and then maybe for a run? hmmm why not? i got energy i will have cannabis. i would need to rund 10k so thats 6 miles. need to measure what will be 6 miles. so. found one 3.7 miles to one end. so total 7.4 miles what did i ate :D need to eat something before i will leave. should i go? i will need to smoke a lot, sure why not. i do record and i will only do this one time now with timer if i will not forget :D so i got Eminem songs loaded, i can skip when i will be running. when come back eat and run tomorrow morning after smoke. we will see. need to do loads of things so might just go paint because with running what will that do to me? i will run, will not be able to run, will have to walk back, it will take an hour and half wherei could stay here nad finish painting and do other things. so i thought this time i will mix loads. like full. will see where it will take me :) 22:47 now. 22:50 loaded and vape is coming. will start inhaling now. 23:00 finished vaping. so 10 min to finish full, but this one burns. it just switches on. would like to see what temperature it is. soooo what to do now? Eminem on earphones and go! yes! 23:04 it works and its now even too loud. Eminem - Daddy is too crazy.

28/03 02:34 im here again. time to vape. painting hallway and living room and want to finish also painted speaker frame with white. will check if i have black if yes will paint with black sides then :). this time put very small amount as cannabis as there is no point putting more. or is it? thinking. and yes and no. will i? nahhh. inhaled at 2:39. ok 2:44 will shut down it as will go finish painting. tired. out.
10:25 will vape soon. now. so, finished painting hallway and living room. now will need to decide on colour for other two walls on living room. black and whitei thought at first. but black might be too black. so maybe i will leave white as it is and add black frame, not black frame but white frame and then do magic :) and then skirt board i could do one colour. black? first need to finish subwoofer frame, black around. 10:30 ziuriu i Orio parasa, gaunasi OI rtuoju :D cia tipo kaip kvadratu :). need to go to the shop for energy drink and put money in bank. galvoju kaip as cia vakar greit susisukau. as gi atsikeliau po 5 vakar. o siandien nuejau miego tik po 5 :D. eiciau miegot dabar. ka noreciau daryt. isijungt video ir ziuret arba zaisti. bet zaisti tik tai kas man patinka, galiu isivaizduoti save zaidzianti tik League of Legends, bandziau q3, ne toks geras as ant jo, meginau counter strike irgi ne taip gerai saudosi. cia viskas ivyko per 1 sekunde, tai as dabar zinau nes esu ismegines, as gyvenime ismegines viska, yra blogesniu dalyku kuriu as nedariau bet taip pat as ir nedariau tu geru dalyku daug. tai man reikia atsistoti ant koju, reikia atrasineti visiems, dabar reikia eit nupirk daliu taisymui. kito parduoto mobilaus pinigai bus skaiciuojami taip, naujas mobilus, toks pat koks buvo, kada galesiu pirkti naujesnius tada pirksiu, ne dabar, tai dabar tik 5s, 6 ir 6s. geriausiai man patiktu 5s aj pamirsau ir SE, 5s, 6, SE ir 6s. poto tik SE ir 6s maziausi. o kilsim iki XR irgi. kiti daro. reiskias galiu ir as. reikia parasyt visiems kokiom maziausiom kainom gali man parduoti mobilius tada parodyt jiems po kiek as parduodu per savaite ir jie tada spres ar apsimoka i mane investuoti. bet butu gerai, 30 dienu i prieki. as nusiperku mobilu, parduodu, grazinu pinigus ir nauja mobilu nusiperku. per menesi as tureciau tai daryt kas diena. o is pradziu 10:39 net pamirsau vapinti. speciau jei reiketu rasyt as rasyciau irgi valanda kaip ir as kilnoju. paskutinis ikvepimas. zinau. as per greit itraukiu :D haha ka tik pradejau letai ir prisiminiau omagod omg ok packing 10:40 love this laptop its so easy to write. so i guess other companies are just trying copy Apple who are in design. they are inovators and everyone just picks up. because Apple know what person want before it wants it. its not like well some does reseach. but its not like you enter Currys or PCWorld and ho straight to left corner where all TVs are and pick that TV that you know all specs because its the specs you imaginated before entering shop, how it looks, how remote looks, stand, frame, menu, all that. no. so you need to show something cool. new. unique. amazing. first ( best ). delicious. 10:46 so reply to maybe new customer but first time who messaged me. PaulGormley. didnt checked it futher and will not so i will not lie if i were asked. was asked can i put new charging port in 6s. my answer sure can do. what time would suit you to leave it in? wrote different before but changed to it. its like Grammily. its all in your head. dont rush. it takes time. what meant for you will not pass you. 11:37 time to go to the shops for energy drink :). but maybe buy two small ones rather then one big. or one big. we will see. 
20:13 back in technology room. will vape now. and thinking to go to the town to Lidl ir Asda. Lidl better probably. cheaper :) and less to see. 20:20 VAPING 20:25 still vaping and i think i will go to Lidl. need to go somewhere. need something on the bread and monkey nuts and energy drink

29/03 9:01 this is gold what is in this is gold. i dont remember all but when i will read it back i will, its jsut part 1 here because there are loads of to add and talk to what what im writing here. so im here to vape again. so today dentist, Neo meeting. 9:12 finish vaping. didnt put much this time as i might be driving so i dont know. i would like to try. its town so you will not go fast. i know i think ajust bout these things and Nadia is thinking about but i will need car to go and get Ori and then how about Monday what if car will not be fixed by then then how i will go to work or take Ori to day care. i could give for exampe £200 as deposit just in case, yes it would be better. but best would be i had a car and tried on my car. can i drive while stoned and now can i pass test because i know how to do it. so its time to learn how to by pass police while stoned. so. 9:18 forgot that i was vaping. thing on. i remember with bags. i would inhale and forget bag :D that was when i was in the bus. o wow i was creating back then. some pictures are realy nice from perfect angles. i only aim for perfect hashtag ramunas. 12:32 nu nx i prieki tokia gera kelione buvo o va cia atgal vaziuojam ir jau spejom susipykt ir nebekalbesim iki tol kol pasieksim Omagha. net verkiau, as gi bl neverkiu kai as apsirukes. ir vel verkiu, bl kaip man viskas rupi kad man nieko kito nebaisu ir as galiu koncentruotis apie tai ka as noriu. gerai kad akinius turiu nes kitaip butu prastai nes butu siviesiau o mani akys yra jautrios ir josms nepatinka kai -er sviesu . kartingai. 2.2 milion house. if i will win . if i will play national lotery i will buy that house and have party on karting track. i would buy quad and stock racing Fiesta one guy is selling on internet. red. jsut hes got hi on front and bye at back. i would swap that and it would be bye on front and hi on back. so when someone will drive from rear they would see hi. not bye. i think that would be best. stopped with car and picking BT signal. started drawing but dont know how to remove it . and there are no options to do that. i can copy whats inside and close it and open new one. why i cant just be normal. Eminem song. no i dont want to be normal. because normal is not me. i know what i wbat and i will go for it. it takes me way longer then i thought and i find obsticales that are hard to pass by but im trying hard. not easy. i no idea what is happening now. kaip senai buvo kai as buciau apsirukes ir vaziuociau masina ir muzikos klausyciausi. kaip senai buvo. ir niekada nebuvo taip kaip as noriu. kaip del autobuso? galeciau sestis i prieki ir sedet jei vietu yra. passidet laptop, pasijungt ausines. ir klausytis. gal ir neblogai butu bet jei nera vietu tai nesesti i autobus. the day we suposto leave EU but we didnt left. westcoast. Cookstown Adult Centre. fist time i see that adult would be in the name. vel verkiu. i love to invent. 13:04 forgot what i want to witte by the time i turned it on. need a laptop white good batteryu life and faster then this one. well 43 seconds it says to load . but if it had ssd and quad core then it would load much faster . we are who we listen. i need t odraw more. vejo malunai looks amazing. memory: when we were traveling through that Germany and we saw them very close an was it sunset or sunrise just dont know. loads of land that is not used between Omagh and Cookstown. we dont fly Europe, we go Vegas. love to writing my thoughts. time to atsvesti. atsiliepiau i skambuti. kalbejau su zmogum. papasakojau kaip iki manes dasigaut. love it. reikia atsvesti. fucking Albatros. haha. sorry for language. 18:12 dabar 18:17 br
aces coming of after 6 weeks, will not get tooth removed, because it took too long for me and i did not do this on time. so had to lie. i know its bad. sorry. but he was happy. Stephen. remember his name because i saw his name on printed apointment card. maybe some time later wi will get bottom sorted. didnt had £10 as customer only had in £20s so had to accept £80. i didnt gave charging cable but he left his phone for me to look at. two places and both said its a chip on the board. paveipinau 18:24 ir nusileidau zemyn su kamuoliu ir vandeniu. darau tai ka reikia daryt, eisim i lauka su Oriu ir paspardysim kamuoli, bent jau as eisiu. nes jie nedaro nieko nes nezino kad taip galima daryt nes niekas jiems neparode kaip daryt. einu. megigu 18:25. love it buvo atejus moteris paliko mobilu. tai tik 12 minuciu kalbejom o as toki gera ispudi palikau. she said Nadia was a vary goo and helpful with her ligiments. she cant run because of that but boys will walk 5 mile. ok einu sportuot. 18:48 Oris ateina i lauka. spardysim kamuoli :). record. 43 hits in air. best so far was 15 or 16. niceeeee. lest go back to that. 19:04 internet caffee. now popular vaping lounges and soon will be popular internet places where each town will have their own eSports team. so oMa. oMa / legalmaniac esports team member. looks dope haha. need 5 PCs now :D because it will be easy to get people into the game. Fortnite team. all these new games. so kinda everythin is on repeat for me. just now i can do what i want and i can have my team. like i had it in Birzai. brZ | RamazAs that looked awesome. we did well. third place in the Panevezys. so its like we were from Newtownstewart and we went to Omagh and won third place. that was first time when i made money from game. then i went to play 3 x 3 in the Panevezys with few guys. we got second place. in Birzai we were the best. ok will go for a vape again. 20:44 also remembered that i won second place in Need For Speed Porshe. i won tshirt. 
22:11 will start vaping soon. i dont know what i was doing but i did a lot. 22:28 i would say i did good 3 days work. been in many places. i need to find anyone. pick a challange. impress me. i can learn anything. i could learn how to draw a emoji. Neo loves 22:31 Emoji movie. i would love that this would. make emoji bigger and sell them. print of emoji. in the frame. black frame. all frames will be same. simple and elegant. emoji will be 3d with 3D printer. it will be cheap because you will be using just 3D printer. you can print with 3D printer or you can use vacuum and pull it your from plastic. recycled plastic. collect old bottles. get all different colours and put in separate boxes. and make your 3D zilka wire? can you call it that way? so yeah 22:37 standing here and writing all this and i love it because i rel... 22:44 forgot about vape. like i said i dont need cannabis when i have something else to do. i just need to change aplinka. if you would tell me ok there is a deal for you you will go to an island for 10 year and live rent free but will have to work and blah blah blah but no weed and i would say yes please. now womans brain will think and mine too yes yes im writing about it i am not? so 22:47 womans brain will start thinking different way. and it will be like i know i know you hate it when no one goes straight to the point. waste of time. yeah. so womans brain will think where my kids will sleep? you said i can live rent free are kids included? what about Pinki? fuck father will stay behind. fuck him. will there be class assistant to help Neo? what age Ori will start school there. will i get work right away as i would need to buy Ajax to clean toilets. and i will need a brush, mop, bucket with mesh. just remember dont buy cheap. my cheap lasted 1 time. yep Nadia bought it for me as my ikurtuviu dovana.

30/03 8:35 boys are awake. Ori woke up after 7 Neo before 8. Neo already came down dressed so i was impressed. now eating cerial, balls :D and i came here to vape. heating now. will grind some green and will vape. 8:37. Ori: i missed mammy. i was like yes i missed that too that when we could sit in bed and watch movie4 of us. Oris eyes light up. of course he understands. i promissed that it will happen again. 8:41 bowl one in. Neo came to brush teeth. today we are not going in the morning i need to fix few phones, boys will play and watch a movie, i will work and will be able to hear them. best thing ever. 8:56 it happens all the time. i forget about vape. no everything is burned :D and what happened was i went to play with Ori :D. love my boys. Neo would want me and mammy to go back. 8:58 sorry Nadia i said that will not smoke next to kids. so i actually not a lier. i dont smoke. i vape. time stops and i enjoy every single second with boys. they get unforgetable experiance, full, my 100% effort, because then i can do anything for them, anything. love them. Saturday morning. Martin Garrix. i will go draw. i will create i will create something amazing. words that means something and then i could remember when i had them and stories about them. sht i can talk and talk non stop. and its just one Oris Paw Patrol vedeos passed. so its like 12 minutes. 9:13 so its time to wear cool stuff. i had my room printed when i was living with my granny. best granny ever. please ask me about granny. no no dont ask as i will cry when i will talk. so im vaping again. like i said two times and go do amazing stuff. now. i was messaging to one girl. omg sorry i will enter that later. new better thing happened. Ori asked me to put new series. so i went to him and he did it. i was just telling him. how do you learn? habits. fo you to learn a new thing it have to become habit. when you do it for second time its already a habit. ok 0.0000001% but still a habit. anything you can think of you can have and do ant feel and atchieve. so and again. forgot to vape. why? because i went to play with Ori. we played racing game. Burnout Paradise. we did amazing 5th place finish and on second we won. he controlled boost and gas. so basically you always at max speed. that was first race. on second race we did few stops when daddy paused game when we stopped and talked about tactics. so there is a girl who does dermaplanning or something in those letters. ohhh i forgot, Neo came and he was like i killed them all. ok 10:31 so we are drawing and wathing Neo play. i eating Neos picked up gummy 'bears'. Ori likes colouring. i will give him colouring :) so i messaged to Rosie. asked how often you do it. she was like 4-5 weeks. then im like: i can see, because your face is shining like the brightest star in the sky on the full moon while birds asing in the background above waterfall that comes from natural spring at mountain Everest. muhahaha. came upstairs again. now lets vape again. ohhh no. toilet break. 11:02. now 11:29 i jsut dont have free time when i vape as i spend all time with boys. only now came upstairs for vape. so already made plans. we will draw, paint, colour, watch a movie, eat dumplings. 11:30 i will start drawing for Ori now because he loves colouring. Neo just cooked Rubhen with lava :D at 11:40. now 12:01 i need a patern when i will find it i will win. i had counter strike. i was best. i was drawing. i was one of the best. i stopped both. because chose. ok im here again maybe now i will get it going. 12:18 now. 12:42 Neo is going to read for an hour. he does what he wants and we have few hours per day to do what i want or he wants. he picked books because he didnt like to do anything else :). so this laptop is slow as hell. windows reinstall. and dont install anything haha. yeah just vlc. 12:48. music. i love music. so going for vape. we will see :D 12:52 inhaling. 13:04 just asked do you believe in unicorns :D 13:06 on snapchat im getting 200 views per 23 hours. why? because there are groups. find something that would benefit with everyone. 13:08 hand cream. now downstairs at 13:29 so much stuff going. sooooo like it :). 15:16 came to vape. 15:26 vaping now jsut started. hit toe again. was really hurting. but iforgot. deleted. 21:42 came to vape. not while after we came back home. so we are having dumplings, Ori just got cross on me because i said no millionaires, blue ones, till we will eat. not always daddy is a good guy :). so we walked for 2 and half hours. nice. Neo realy likes these walks jsut he would need walking or running shoes 21:44 1 minute and dumplings out. so what are the plans today? eat, play, bed. and i guess i will go to sleep too. i need energy drink otherwise im useless :D will drink it now not tomorrow. doesnt matter how much i vape or smoke when boys are with me i will never get too high as i am responsible for them 21:48. now 22:23 mes pavalgem dabar vel zaidziam. valgom saldumynus :). padedu Oriui to complete Paw Patrol missions. 22:31 Ori is coming from time to time for help. atejo atsireme i mane ir stovi, tipo daddy padek as vel negaliu pereit :D su Neo prisiminem kaip jis zaide Ice Age zaidimus. words go first only after that music. loads of artists does differently. 22:43 last inhale and i go to play with boys. till 11.

31/03 10:16 so today is a first morning when i dont vape. and im good with that because i know that i need to do something more importaint. for Nadia to be happy i need not to smoke so she would know. so now... 14:55 vaped now. just back from upstairs, so will go now tidy up and clean floor yeahhhh. love it.

03/04 nu va normaliai parukiau ir mintys pradejo eiti. oi kad stringa sis laptopas bus jam persinstaliavimas :D irasinesiu ir per youtube paleisiu. pas save idesiu. kitiems gal patiks. gal nores nusipirkti. reikia zodi parasyt ir iremint boom dar geresne ir sita as galiu :) ir visus savo iremint. nu sita tai reikia prisiminti ir daryt. jau ir siandien galiu. nusipirkti pora remeliu. viena. nepardavinesiu. reikia piestuku nusipirkti. vava. ir plonesnio juodo piestuko su sirdelem. ir trintuko. ir balo popieriaus :D omg prasideda. oj bus dabar. tuoj pradesiu ir ant sienu piesti. va dabar riekia ir sugalvoti ka piesti nes as gi galiu rytoj i ta parduotuve nueiti ir piesti. zek gi kaip vaikas buvau gi piesdavau ir nebijodavau o dabar kadangi suauges taip darys tai nors ir kas nors pastebes nieko nesakys :DDD tik reikia uzsideti. reikia tik kazka grazaus nupiesti ten. damn ir visa nuspalvinti. ir kad nakti sviestu. jei uztusuos tai galima bus tansparent piesti ten. nezinau kada pradejau bet dabar 19:15

07/04 21:01 been out for long time, still didnt fixed laptop still laggy ohhhh i know i will delete and we will see if i can see music. so i recorded some video explaining how much it last for me, and what is its and some other. that it will be enough for me for 10 times, 10 times last each 4 hours. so now if can smoke for two days in the row :D 21:03 ohhh yes i vaped some time ago :D and one guy wrote to me, Owen Brown ( something fancy ). he wrote: U smart we should smoke so Day ur free ( monkey with closed eyes ).
23:05 so i came to vape again. 3 hours, not bad. very good.
23:26 vaping for second time. 23:33 inhaled once and forgot that vaporizer is on :D why? because started to draw :D 23:37 forgot again :D now remembered about my graffiti. i know how my book will be best. think diferently. advert three for one in three. nice. 23:45 ko labiausiai visi bijo? savo baimiu. o jei galima butu taip padaryt kad suzinot kitu baimes ir jei kas nors nusikals, pvz zmogzudyste ir kaltas tai jam jo baisiausia baime padaryt. arba tai ka jis padare savo aukai. tai nusprendzia artimieji, balsuodami, su metalo detektorium.

08/04 7:12 i woke up 6:58 no alarm. beat that. best sleep ever :D 7:13 inhaling now. ohhhh remembered now about book. three in one 07:17 so now i will go to Coolnagard with cake and Oris bag. part with be for Ilona

17/04 09:35 outside and will light up soon. windy. got coat. so yesterday i was going through my notes and was using my 5s. there were some good ones so i will copy all them to here as i have loads of stuff around but not in one place. 09:38 inhale. unicorns are real. dont stop. occupymars. be kind! attention to detail. are you working on something that can change the world? study research. decide what you want . believe that you can have it. believe that you deserve it and believe its possible for you. reality is real. Matrix & Futurebound feat Baby Blue - Magnetic Eyes. i always outplayed everyone. i was the best. counter strike in kzona. quake II in Birzai, counter strike in Birzai. 9:43 think different. quake 3 as laukdavau. zaisdavau greita zaidima letai. o dabar leta zaidima reikia zaisti greitai. StarCraft. kai Vytautas laimejo pries labiau patyrusius. jis zaide leta zaidima greitai. think different. 9:45 Neo doesnt want to sell anything because everything got feelings. whats cool and hangs up? 10:14 leaving my place to kick a ball in the park. 10:17 at the park now. reliving childhood experiance. everything need to be same as it was when i was living in Pasylaiciai. now checking play park. got all my gear on. just added laptop for notes and phone if i will want to take a picture. so i been here with boys two times. or maybe three. they dont ask to go here so we dont go. why no one is outside? because everyone likes comfort and they rather be in touch though the phone or other device or go to fancy places. joking. meet me in McDonalds. how about Starbuks. i would love KFC. your one a day. and i doesnt cost much. like to take a child its a fiver. and they can now even play with tablets. soon McDonalds will install wireless charging for your phone. then will add tablet to each table. look restaurants doing this already. you can get blue or pink tablet with your table. and you can even reserve. always make an appointment or manage time. you can always look into the future. like checkers. you can predict all moves from certaint stage. like i seen people going into draws after only half of checkers gone. like now noone will win against computer. ok comparing parks. we had very small. ohhhh noooo. next to ours there was a big metal frame. then swings where you could go round and round. that was awesome. you could go time and time if you hold tight. then there was a basket. then there were 4 gates. swing on ropes. large one. then place with sand. but for football here is better. we were playing with two gates in the place where trees were growing. there there was a path in the middle. and all around there was a concrete path so that was our out zone. we had a fountain in the middle of our street. there were to hills around it. our street was like from ok lets measure from ASDA to i dont even know where to. but would like to see. google maps here i come. there was a garden for it. but everything was spacious. town centre is where you need to be. if you not in the centre you outside the ring. so now im here at 10:33 already for 16 minutes. lets count how many words i can make up in 16 minutes :D a lot. 400? how much is one page in the book? 300 to 500 words depends on shrifto dydis. knyga parasyt su savo citatom, quote book. just my quotes hashtag # ramunas. turiu as gi kazkiek ju savo. reikia tik viska i viena vieta sumesti. viska rasyt cia. viska perrasyt cia. good idea. now lets kick a ball. done thinking for today now time to work. loads of stuff to do. 10:39 standing up. so just got my ball back. 10:54 kicked so hard but from wrong angle but didnt wanted to waste energy so though i will kick it anyways to see how much energy needs to generate this kick. not much. but why use energy with hard kick where you can outplay other player and outrun. if fastest player on the pitch would like to be in world records as fastest 100m sprinter he could easy be with some or no training. look Bolt fastest man? he tried but could not play football, he is ready for just one race. where in football you need to be ready to run for 90 minutes. not walk but run. thats how you can outrun everyone. look basket ball. you need to run from one side to other side. but you still replace people because some older ones cant run for very long. in football you see defenders just sitting. i want to be in attack. because if i will get running they will need to catch up with me. be fastest man on the pitch. predit where ball will go and when you need to start running so you would not be in offside. start running. know each player. how long he can run without slowing down. if you will know then you can start walking so he will notice you if you are standing. or changing direction. then count how long it will take for you to reach a football. and then count how fast you need to run. its like math. if you know variables you can count anything. just know the formula. nothing else. you dont need to know how it works just that x = y / z + ( a - b ) c thats it. ok back to kicking. 11:04
13:35 came outside for a smoke. then will go make a cake. probably will have to go to the shop for butter :D everything else in form just no buttoer and dont have anything to change it with. or might look into different recepie. thinking i have about 100 grams. i dont want to make less. i would rather make more :D yeahhh then it will be enough for everyone. nice thinking. so while i was away i was talking with with Anthony for good 20 minutes i would say more. 13:40 now time to copy stuff from 5s. and i still havent smoked yet. no time :D 13:48 how i beat depression. police drived past. keep partying like its your job. listen to the words.
18:55 came to smoke, cold. 18:58 got coat. woooop woooop. cant get wifi here.

18/04 14:08 owen is for the win :) will need to have it on the bus. need to get a bus. omg. get bus driver license and buy a bus. get fundraiser for a bus. start now. there you go :D. o wow. 14:35 soon to be most hated person in your area / NI / town plus your picture on the business card. boom. bold action but you will be on first page of news paper within a week. and after one then other one will follow. then other one then. snapchat. instagram. and you are millionier. 15:15 sitting on black sofa. hotbox / hotbus two in one. drawn on diary.

19/04  13:28 will be making food second time. omg it was soo good first time, now all my thoughs will go here not on paper. on paper i will only draw if i will get something that i need to be drawn . sooo i will do that hehehe. 13:43 i make what you eat out. 14:32 at computer upstairs. 15:27 will watch BadBoys first one. no i will not. codecs are not working so cant hear them talking. need to get laptop to...

23/04 12:54 copy from my silver notebook where i was writing stuff:

Pitch - Impress Me - aka CV

dont know how it came to this. i was lost. im still lost. but going there. still cant believe how it all happened. but i learned a lot. a lot. dont trust anyone. me? you know person for more then 14 years personally. as a partner. but you go kuku in or for one year. no not even a year and all dreams just bursts. i was naivus. as ja vis dar myliu. ir iki gyvenimo galo meginsiu issiaiskinti del ko? ji gi pirma pradejo. tipo as nezinojau? ( adding @ 13:04 ok tai tipo ji galvojo taip ji man parodys kad jai demesio truksta ir taip ji gaus daugiau demesio is manes? tai gi mes suauge zmones jei norim mes kazko mes turi isreiksti viska butu buve gi lengviau jei as buciau zinojes. cia kaip dream board ). as gi ja pasitikejau ( adding @ 13:09 o ji negalejo manim pasitiket ir man pasakyt? ir poto jo like tai tu butum isleides ir isleidai mane kai zinojai kur as vaziuoju. well yes, i trusted you ) o ji manim ne. sorry went out of script. no basshunter - now you are gone. so why you need to have pitch? because think different. steve jobs. how often you meet people for second time? often. so second time you already know, well your brain, to act because you already know something other person. we all are busy we all rush we all like whats easy. so we dont have much time ( adding @ 13:15 people doesnt know if you dont show them. people need to see, otherwise how they will know? i remember when i was living in coolnagard, had my office, once one guy brought his two sons to show them my room, now when i remember this its a good feeling )

24/04 09:54 sitting at hospital waiting for GP to see me about depression. nothing new to write so will just copy

i remember back in birzai when i moved in to go to 10th grade i had my way of saying hi. that was my pitch. ( adding @ 09:56 and many if not all knew what i will say, yes ofcourse some would have fun out of it but in friendly way, it was ku tuje ) what is your pitch? maybe you had one? maybe you want to learn one? refresh? upgrade? reinvent. second time. out of order. Amsterdam Genetics going to be big! 4:20 Fortnite will stay here for long. look at league of legends ( adding @ 10:00 from time to time i would watch short videos for counter strike, stages are mame when i said that i cant get internet because of my ssive, people really into it, well ofcourse its entertaining as football, basketball, golf or other sport ) i will keep adding notes from everywhere. so prepere. last night was amazing. my youngest and me were talking for good two hours. i learned a lot. maybe i can play pvz ( adding @ 10:03 Plant vs Zombies ) origin crashing... smoked again. third time today. micky modelle vs jessy - dancing in the rain. poison. now do. i still cant believe she said and i quote haha " you can take on my name " when i said that i cant get internet because of my bad credit score. so i will stop smoking . well at least till i will move out to other place and buy volcano again. smoking is good and i will do loads of things. but because i love her i need to do this. i need energy. energy drink here i come. up to the town. probably will go to the one which is closest. no no. futherest. its bigger. or go lay down and fall asleep? Friday 22 Feb 07:36 just came back from outside where i had morning smoke. now sitting at computer and will be working if i will get internet. got it. cbdfriend.co.uk expires on 1st March. internet gone. same as yesterday. could not work so went to bed early. i want to make my usb cables. high Q. high quality. va ka mano hq reiskia. as anksciau buvau sugalvojes jau hq bet as buvau vadines hq - headquarters. no way i dont like lines for me it will have to be as i want the way i want wheni want ( adding @ 11:25 had a drawing of HQ ) internet gone already. groover coverage - poison - radio edit. bass is must. vize - glad you came. people done like to remember mid pard of thier climb just start and end. va dabar sugalvojau kaip prisivilioti daug zmoniu i parduotuve. 1 metras - 1 svaras usb kabelis for iPhone. 2m - £2, 3m - £3. kiss. keep it stupid simple. nahhh. keep it super simple ( adding @ 11:28 make it super simple - miss or even super simple - ss or just simple as simple, no i dont like how it looks the word simple so need to find something easier ) sunset bros - i'm feeling it ( in the air ). how to earn money fast. styles & breeze - heart beatz. buy eBay account. buy paypal account. then wait for as much as you can or depends on the account you got. if you have something for sale, sell it. or dont. trace. use coffee shop where there are no cameras but have free wifi. use vpn. virtual private network. or something to be undetected. plonos linijos - lenktos, storos linijos tikslios. i should have never stopped graffiti. HQHQ - letters are so nice you say them twice. new catchphrase. from movies. ho ho ho. kadangi Nadia suprato nes jai Venita paaiskino tai jei as dabar nustosiu rukyt ji turetu but impressed. gal ji tada patiketu manim. lets hope. do you know that there are some people and machines who done need any permission to check what you scan on your printer - scanner - fax. if it is connected to wifi and £5 router which Sky gives for free. ask wife can i borrow car to show mociute and Aurimas Northern Ireland. i love create. but dont kno how to draw a cascada. haha today is the last day of smoking. my next time will be either when someone will meet me and will want to smoke or be already stoned. my next vape planned will be when my wife ( adding @ 11:38 ex wife ) will buy me a volcano or roll a joint or fill a bong. so today i have loads of stuff to do and i will prove that i can be the best. best at everything. write - do show. you dont replace things you fix them overtime. as you grow older you will start value things more in the future. it will be 1 or 0, black or white. came outside to kick a ball then remembered that when i was young we were handing outside playing ball, football, basketball, 123 or something and now when im kicking a bacll i could hit now was 13 or 12, max was 20+ ( adding @ 11:42 in last 4 days 3 mornings i went to kick a ball next to boating lake, max i did was 59 in the air. second best was 54 i think. missed it today but still thinking to go kick it in the evening ) so when i was young we had sand place between houses so we would draw a squares and play ball. game rules: you need to keep ball in the air, ball cant hit your square two times. it was hardcore if you are out you might not play for next 5 minutes so you can either watch and learn or bring ball and kick it on your own. sixteen hits. thitd time lucky. phone fell of pocket and landed face down so hit some stones and didnt touched it. AI doesnt read it consumes. 11:00 - 12:00 smoked 22/02/2019 12:47 -> 51 at boating lake, bag of chrisps and can of Rossi, nera uzuovejos niekur kad jaunimas galetu pasislepti nuo vejo ir lietaus. bar is just a big man cave. adult size after school. thats why i like to improve my living room and have most of what i need there so i would not need to go anywhere. you cant control outside temperature just like that. but that where fun is. lets try purple. nice. KFC. should open or burger king at crossroads at homebase because loads of traffic goes through there. but maybe they will wait for motorway to be confirmed as thye dont want to miss on traffic. best place is in the town in the centre. main traffic. soon people will be ordering cheeseburgers on McDonalds app and will pick up right when they enter reastaurant. regular restaurants will start to do same as its much faster. people will give everything for speed. Amazon 1 day delivery. Argos next day delivery ( adding @ 11:59 same day delivery ) fast food. vending machines in Japan. fast chargers 15:19 last smoke. planned. put £50 in so it should be £134 thake away £20 no £25 for GiffGaff ultimate 20GB package va ka tik sugalvojau isjungti. Nadia turejo pratrukti nes labai daug buvo susikaupe or Ramunas tas durnis and then you get a refund because of this or that. like atracts like. for us, humans... cannabis and alkohol removes 'fear' for me. now had 5 shots of ~15% and feel much better then in the morning. i mean i didnt wanted to do anything today but i already have made a plans, and energy drinks too. turn what you love into what you can sell. you are not a real hustler until you can loose it all and get it back. the only thing that counts is you. everyone you meet has something to teach you. if its not anew its yesterdays. you are what you are listening to, listen to yourself. listen to understand no to reply poor service. slow internet, unlock your phone and use it on any network. it mush be simple. imbs. be clear on what you want, have a plan, follow a plan. dont plan if you cant see final result. live, love, matter. see yourself in the future. respect. quality > quantity. look into the future, identify what you need to win and learn skills you need. what matters now and how i can achieve best results. what can i be exited about today. energy. paradime. 06/03/19 14:24 finisked talking with mum, talked for over 40 min. was nice. now was lifting wheights from 14:19 26 now. 09:54 time to make a big change. time to make a table. time table. ( adding 12:10 new idea. write a book, then make a small book with quotes and when going to present book to someone, bring both and show small one first ) now 09:55 07/03/2019 learn a new skill that earns you per job not per hour. because soon, well 20+ B? years, robots will take over: most of those jobs got. got reminder from yesterday. 44 lines. how many hours are in the day? mazule. until you write a book nothing else can be done. you need a plan. dayly plan. sitting here at jobcentre @ 12:05 07/03/19 woman came, talked with woman, she had a baby with her, worker wanted to play with baby, asked few questions, did anything changed, did you started any activities or courses, girl said no and worker was like oh well, i can see you have little one to look after and you cant. see you in 6 months. i was shocked. seriously. wednesday @ 11:30 job centre the ability to choose is real power. 09:55 08/03/2019 ar imanoma pradeti tik su vienu produktu, perpardavineti viena produkti, naudoti viena produkta ir laukti kol kas nors susidomes juo nes tu gali visa savo laisva laika skirti savo promotinimui ir zmones matys kad tu tai naudoji ir tai tau padeda. have 1000 friends. tik tiek tau reikia. nes tie tukstantis naudos viska ka tu naudoji ir be taves naudos viska ka tu naudoji reiskias jie tures labai daug influence tarp kitu savo draugu ir tai ka tu naudoji tu gali reklamuotarba pardavinet 10:00 love it all this in five min. imagine what i can do in one hour? arba gali pradei kurti kazka naujo ko dar niekas neturi ir nezino kad yra . xylo - i still wait for you popped out. ir taip suviliot kitus oj daug varijantu yra. best is self promotion if you are happy - then everyone will see. i upgrade everyone. upgrade everything or you will loose in long term. everything you write post it. life - facebook, pictures - instagram, post on instagram pictures you took and if its a family replated then share on facebook. thoughts on twitter, drawings on instagram, videos on youtube. anything with gaming put on twitch. snapchat - snaps of your life. blk cld - xylo. talent, charm, patience. because i havce tcp and i also just proved that you dont kjnow everything. quick feet clean. i stopped believing. back of the notebook - what i dont want and how to change it. i dont want to walk in the rain - i need to buy a car. i dont want to clean small brown bin - i need to buy bags for it. i dont want to be cold in the house and walk with tshirt and shorts - i need to earn more money for heating oil. i dont want to listen to ads - i need to get spotify premium ( adding @ 12:31 you are in control ). havce a goal. have an absurd goal. have low expectations. lower your standards till you will get started. dont judge yoursel. be flexible - by breaking your onw rules. community is a new currency. you have to fail to sucseed. dont sell products - sell solutions. keep it super simple. think different. financial independance. follow where attention is. be original. less is more. shoot for the moon. never give up.

25/04/2019 08:00 started smoking. came home at 8:10 now inside came with loads of ideas. last was forgot. ohhh fick it. ohh ohh ohh that facebook will soon be family network. where everyone can reach everyone. though the phone, tablet or other device. soon on VR. remember SIMS? muhahaha. @ Classi   Big Text   Label   GLOW   Script   Rainbow   Subtitle 8:14 lets make breakfast and go workwife calls

26/04 03:27 i need weed to do bold stuff. today me and boys will go pick up rubbish from Coolnagard. saw someone else was doing it. i was like niceeee. hold on i can do that again too. me and boys will be in Coolnagard. from 9. so we can watch a movie. eat breakfast. play with daddy / play with Xbox. i want to go to Mars. because if i will not like there i can come back. haha. i will have money and i can travel. Virgin Travel. boom. su Musk will take Mars. and Virgin will give him some ammount of money if he will being rich people in for flights to Mars. ouch. sorry. went off the script. so me and boys will go pick up rubbish and there is / because there is a 0.0001% that a person who will bypass our town because sat nav he would use was broke and he didnt had a map but had two siblings fighting at the back and was looking for Londonderry but because word was very long for him he just remembered first letter L. he was driving and driving to? Lifford. why? lucking him? no he would have went and stopped at Lifford because on the signs there was no Londonderry there was only derry :D so he was driving though Omagh he would. he would drive though. the town and will see us and gets amazed and when he gets home he would check dashcam and track me and... killed me. Croods. good movie.

05:25 kai darai viena dalyka maziau sansu kad susimausi hashtag # ramunas

01/05 00:53 Gortin view. here till 3:30 then will go to Strabane. as Arunas is going to sleep at 4. so i have two and half hours. i need to get eye lift as i always look that im stoned. 00:57 00:59 eating 01:00 i need to leave Strabane at 7:50 01:28 drawing on computer on touch screen. never happened before :D

11:01 sitting in the library, was playing with iMac for a but. too many protection here could not even download apps on my laptop. ohhh well will get BT and then will download. need bluestack, lets hope it will run on this laptop even tho it got only 4 gb ram. we will see. so now thought will copy notes from small notebook. starting with Thursday 11th of October. i was keeping my data of what and how much i would smoke or vape. for example first one is at 17:17 with 0.11g of Stardawg. was inhaling for 11 seconds and holding in for 60 seconds. 02/01 wednesday vaped, made argi + shake + tablet. took tablet. drank. mixed them both. now will vape again and will go for a run. cant run quake champions on 295 GTX. by the way im from 4 here. cant go for a run without vaping because i drank too much. so before i vape i will go to the toilet. pee. vape and i will not want to go to the toilet for at least next 2 hours. bazinga. 6:57 vaporizer on -> off. toilet. on. juste supygde. 04/01 22:39 back, 22:43 tried cs + put oc on the bin for better signal. as neturiu kas dziaugtusi kartu su manim. apmasciau ir dadejau prie savo argumentu ir veiksmai pasikeite. big companies buys networks. i want family or friends to help me. i dont trust anyone.

new product development - NPD

1 - idea generation
2 - idea screening
3 - concept development and testing
4 - business analysis
5 - beta and market testing
6 - technical implementation
7 - commercialization
8 - new product pricing

product develompment and management organization - PDMA

exponential thinking to our linear world

law of attraction = planning ahead. you make end result and work backwards

long story short - i suffered depression and anxiety. was not working got into debt. wife kicked me out. getting divorced. deppression came back. could not do anything and now dont have money for rent.

09/04 10 :15 vape

my story

todat is wednesday and i still havent paid my fridays rent. if there could be only one thing i could blame it would be myself and ability to tryst people. mo matter that i burned many times i still kept trusting them. even bot ( computer controled player ) was helpling me to kill enemies. basically computer was trying to kill computer by controling other player too. weird and interesting. just vaped.

Skills

1 - finding prospects
dont stop adding people to your list. active candidate list. harvey mackay. sharks. sign up for anything

3 - invitint prospects to understan your offerings. find product that you could sell and use. and whoever will join will use that product too so next who will join should use too and next and next. picture -> one square to 2 then 2 into 4 and 4 into 8. x2 £2, x4 £4, x8 £8. reikia kazka reklamuot.

reikia zintoi viska apie produkta. buti expertu. invitation formula. over the phone
1 - be in a hurry
2 - compliment the prospect
3 - make the invitation
4 - if i, would you?
5 - conformation 1 - timing commitment
6 - conformation 2 - confirm time commitment
7 - squedual next call
8 - get of the phone

i dont have a lot of time but... i have to run, but...

let people know you are busy, your time is short.

PLAN

do plan. review results.

the greatest benefit isnt getting what you want. the greatest benefit is what you will need to become in order to get what you want.
the jorney is everything

dont be boring and you will be good

keep conversaton going

be better communicator

success leaves clues. go figure out what someone who was successful did and model it. improve it, but learn their steps. they have knowledge.

connect buyer with seller

uber doesnt own a taxi
airbnb doesnt have a single room
spotify doesnt owe a song
youtube didnt owned a video

BRAND

tried it all left the best for last

connect customer to supplier

performance economy

technology and efficiency eliminating jobs every single day and there is nothing we can do to stop it.

network marketing fits new economy

reality is reality

network marketing isnt perfect but it is just better

go pro - a person who is paid to undertake a specialised sets of tasks and complete them for a fee

network marketing professional - is a person who is an expert at the skills required to build a large and succesful network marketing organization

ignorance on fire is better then knowledge on ice.

dig a well before you are thursty

your ability to get a large group of people to consistantly do few simple things over an extended period of time

1 - education and understanding
2 - be yourself 
3 - bring some passion
4 - have a strong posture

super indirect approach

the bussiness im in clearly isnt for you but i wanted to ask you who you know thats ambicious, money motivated and would be exited by idea of adding more cash flow in their life

will you check it for sure? will you check it for sure sure?

in recruiting there are no good or bad experiances. just learning experiances. on your journey to become network marketing professional the best thing that could happen is for you to devvelop the skills to recruit on demand in any situation. then you wil never need to worry about beeing lucky. practice, practice, practice

4 - in MLM fortune is in follow up

get a calendar

look for new products. look for new solutions. dont sell a product - sell a solutution. sell a sollution how to live happy. think big. if you will sell idea of making small less people will hook up. talk big, do big things, make others believe. believe in you.

arrived into UK 11/10/2005

make a small cards when you listen

if you will not geed your brain properly it will not function properly

how does a person...

all jobs fall into 1 of 5 categories

blue calor
white calor
tradition ownership
investor
consultant

100 year ago biggest economu shift

new economy

rise of the corporation
1 - go to school, learn how to be epmploye
2 - find company that will employ you
3 - work for 40 years
4 - retire

people saw that they are not being rewarder for hard work and commitment. so then:
1 - go to school, learn how to be employe
2 - find a company that will employ you
3 - switch companies every 3 - 5 years over your career
4 - see that you cant safely retire after 40 years so you keep working

Neo: i cant follow peoples words, i dont raise my hands because i always say somethong wrong. i dont realy listen.

12:29 sitting here at Oasis. time to copy other bits.

i am always happy but when i am high im double happy

things wife doesnt like about me:
my correcting. not jeep but 4x4 pr 4 by 4. not dujine but elektrine.

unique
amazon
voice
instagram

everyone uses:
clothes, phones, cars, money, food, internet, social media

everyone cares:
#health, safety, ' to have more then others' speed, quality, how they look, pet, children

small, easy to use, smart

guess i will have to take one for the team as things are not moving forward and people dooing it wrong. i think i will start doing what needs to be done! #regulate # cannabis
live in the evening with my project

and i will need help!

wrote advertising right
do unique
live 24/7
good for afvertising
swap your bud
im tired of everyone hating police
group for 18+ or 21+
21+ now
18+ when i will get more educated
16+ when medical cannabis will be decriminalized
i want to change people view on police
spokesman of police
app! make an app!
budhouse
plastic and paper recycling
weed cards
cannabis today
reinvent the pencil

back from 09.06.18 vaporizer, no rubber, dont like on pax 3 as its warmer then metal

coolest metal on earth for sucking piece
you press. premium bud

wireless charging strip for bud jars for LEDs. temperature sensor, LED, battery ( Tesla )

one microdosong 'trip' takes 10 minutes from leaving house to coming home.

tank in the jungle

facebook life: 
obs - free
wirecast studio ~ £700 bring guests + much easier
ecammlive for mac ~£30
belibe.tv on web
zoom ~ £55 per month
live leap - auto share live

linija LED / strip. wireless charging ir sitas degs savaite. bus apsviestas savaite. ir viduj bud laikysis geroj kondicijoj ir temperatura pastovi bus

corporata plan 2018 - 2023

how would you allocate resourses if you were in charge of local policing? - 44 points to keep things same

police spokesman. im first who came

legal stuff. type. rules. name. future.

charity incorporated organisations

funding, staffing, premises

registered charity number

certain tax breaks

bring a change. thats what charities do.

talented teamwork aspiration quality compassion

make friends

to succeed you need friends

succesful funding is about your mission. not the money. fundraising is about peopl and ideas its about what you want to atchieve fundrasing is about ralationship you will make with your backers in which they want to support you atchiving your objectives.

what change i would like to bring to the world?

Ophra was not just a talk show host
Muhammad Ali was nmot just a boxer
the Rock is not just a wresler

vapeloungle / hotbox

live right now / who is live right now?

first counting to 30 girl did 7 out of 30, other girl did 10, i did 28.37, lad gone / lost

from 13/09/2018
a lot with boys, master kush + stardawg + something. 3 meters bag and 3 loads then 3 bags of whats left one full load

living high

0.1 at the time

microdosing - because when you take small amount you absorb it fully

how many toilets do you have? three. aleliuja. because i go to toilet a lot.

you adapt or you fail

getting rid of 'friends'before going strong

i have to go down so i could go up

cut own hair.

sell old phone

'one time use' 'drug dealers phone'

cannabis institute

live videos of repairs

portablet camera on tshirt

how clean is your air?

what would you like to know but phone will not tell you?

knyga su siu metu memes ir funny pictures with stickers

memes 247tv

have newer model as courtesy phone

each brand is an advertiser if value is provided. even better if its free

ka tik parukiau ir patyriau tai ka buvo Ori padares kai deliojo puzle. jis dare greitus  veiksmus savo galvoj ir puzle dejo nesustodamas o galvodavo kazka. taip ir man yra. va ka tik buvo taip kai as dabar valiau.

app to scan receipts so they would be accepted for warranty.

app for pubs

when recording liveneed to have something that would be interesting and would be seen anytime

law of attraction

only good thoughts!

our job as humans is to hold on to the thoughs of what we want. make it absolutely clear in our minds what we want and from that we start to invoke one of the greatests laws in the universe and thats the law of attraction. you become what you think about the most. but you also attract what you think about the most. John Assaraf

thoughts become things

goal

why - emotional

believes - logical

what - work

what knoledge / skills do i need

goals for:
health
wealth
relationship
career
business
fun
experiances
charity

past doesnt equel the future

the how always comes after the what

give your brain a clarity what you want to atchieve

if your why is big enough what you are going to need to do is going to be easier

believes - what do i need to believe about myself in order to make it possible

what ever believe is it drives behaviour and emotions

follow your dreams and buold them if not, others will and you will be left with regret - 31/01/2019

iphonesdirect.co.uk
buy it receive it use it / enjoy it

be patient with your dreamsnot everything will be delivered next working day - 31/01/2019

you can guess but you will never know whats around the corner. dont stop, nevers stop - 31/01/2019

everything you do now you can do better. fact. lets repeat it again.everything you do now you can do better, 01/02/2019

you are most powerful thing / individual in this world. you just need to start believing. unlock yourself

im using law of attraction unconsciously

AI is a virus. 'aliens' wanted to make contact but humans kept killing them. so they planted a virus.

phones mus be fully charged and with latest update installed

S family / family s / family 5

weed, cannabis, cannabis culture, 420, fueled by THC, high, vape, Omagh / Tyrone, Northern Ireland, ERC, educational research centre, part time stoner, living high.

people of Omagh. how long is it like this? 4 years? 5 years? more. how about we all give what we can and fix it with our own money. lets keep it local and use local businesses. who ever donates gets a cote when choosing a design, supplier, contractor and materials.

be original. original is worth more then a copy or fake

drunk vs stoned

industructable rubber band / bracelet
you dont need one because you dont have one.
you dont need o ( rubber band ) because you dont have o ( rubber band )

1. first letter of your name
2. how old are you
3. when was the first time you tried cannabis
4. do you smoke
5. how often do you smoke
6. favourite thing to do after you smoke
7. are you high right now

formula to sccess - tested and proven many times

alone / music / foof / herbs

smoke with:
snoop dogg - calvin cordozer broadus jr.
ella marija lani yelish - o'connor AKA lorde
ellie goulding
eminem

power bank.
tripple your phones battery life
be mobile again

make stickers on FB

prohibition partners . com

zmorph vx fill set

paper pallets

zlatan ibrahimovic jokes

420 friendly

dota warcraft map

iamweed

hashtags #

livinghigh, weed, cannabis, 420, parttimestoner, modernstoner, microdosing, omagh, tyrone, northernireland, happy, lifestyle

podcast
5 before and 10 after / 5 before 10 after

RSS - realy simple syndication

Miller - genuine draft

spend local, pay in vouchers from local businesses

do you trust goverment? so why are you letting them to control your money?

i forgot my dream.
smoke with snopp dogg or one G? in the bus now in my old bus. as penalty i cant look for it till i will get out of the debt. so you better shift your brain to higher gear. sinceraly yours, conscious

kaip issaugoti santuoka jei vienas is santuokiniu nenori uzsiimti sexu. susirasti abiems kita pora su priesingos lyties asmeniu ir leisti times kam reikia sexo uzsiimti sexu. abu laimingi. jei tas kiris nenori uzsiimti sexu nepradeda pavydeti arba ji tai pradeda uzvesti ir prasideda uzsiimti daugiau su vyru kad atimti demesi su kitu asmeniu su kuriuo jis buvo uzsiiminenes sexu. va cia reiskias vienas kita myli. nes tas kuris nenorejo pradejo noret sexo dabar nori ir pradeda o tank kuriam reikejo dabar uztenka is to kurio negaudavo vel pradejo patikti ir daugiau laiko pradejo praleidinet su tuo kuri nenoredavo ir galedavo atsisakyti kito asmens is kitos poros. ca cia reiskias meile. from phone @ 23/10/2016

evening with stoner
live videos on page
#nofilter #nolimit #the420
ultimate stoners bus - USB42- -> 09/12/2017
other side of cannabis
stoner vs food
high gamer
player1 is high
cable management

rules in the new house -> home

dont buy anything you will not use within 24h
if you want to buy something for yourself then you need to put same amount if the bank and count all that towards something with family
first bathroom then boys room before spending money on something for myself in the vape lounge
if you dont sleep or with family you do something valueable that could be cashed out at cash machine until you are debt free. unless if time invested is worth in value, like knowledge, experiance, education or prove that you are the best, then do what you need to do. do only stuff or whatever you will think will increase your quality of work so you could do more in less time.

best is when i dont have to worry

LTU - lithuanina trickjumpers / trickjumping united

Cetus was impressed about my lamp jump.

camera:
each 0.5 seconds or two times a socond takes a pictures and send it to the cloud where it is stored. at the same time recording in full hd. motion detection compared to available records

11 summerhill park, omagh notice board. 420 related
i dont sell
no smoking
bad behaviour will be reported to police
be polite and i will be polite

plant trees everywhere

starting with Omagh and Birzai. just Omagh now. everyday different town or city. go though town. point what needs to be fixed or improved. just fixed now. get quotes, read reviews, word of mouth. pick best. get job done. i am walking a lot and i will pay attention whats around and world is messed up and somehow for some reason its my duy to get sorted. well i feel it that way. already <- dont like how this world looks like have my first procet on plans. this is going to be fun. time to go to eat and work. so i will have 6s+ scren replaced first then che... no no no. first check on iPhone 7. after them two replace digitizer on iPad. then give a call to four customers. wow. here it goes. after yesterday i am willing to try to talk on the phone for a first time. ok ok i did answered maybe 10 max and made max 10 calls in last 6+ years and yesterday i was talking with 4 people for 20+ minutes each. good feeling. ramunas

you can change anything. pencil and rubber #hashtag #ramunas #justdoit

zmones kalba as priklausomas. zmones sake narkomanas as esu bet po 30 dienu be kanapiu. nukirtauas kanapes, nukirtau as alkoholi nevartojau as prozako ir nebuvo grybuku. bet niekas nesupranta kad kanapes yra gerai. svarbu isnaudoti laika o ne gerti alu ant virsau

eik geriau padaryk ka nors naudingo

app on the phone. with phone phone repairs and sales

people have low standards thats why they buy used.

xmas planner / decorator app

most of us got xmas tree for one month. thats 1/12 of our lives
in the app you can choose what typeof xmas tree you want, colour, size... then you can choose decorations and everything else. in addition you can pick handmade decorations, boxes for presents, outside lights...
you can buy just what you pick or you can 'rent a decorator'
also when you picking your option you would see your xmas tree live
if you pick three bubbles you can use slider to choose percentage of each what you want to see
or if you want to save your time you can just pick from the list
you can even press 'random' button

want sunroof on your car?
easy to install suitable for all cars just with different adapter
kiekvienai masinai ateina su instrukcijom kur ir kiek cm nuo kur pjauti kas geriau tinka kokiam pjovimui
tada tik uzdedi uzdedi ir ready gali i vidu pridedi ka nors kad silciau butu ( gal )

app. you enter in app what you want to do: cut grass, fix dishwasher, replace kitchen tap and guys or companies will show up and you pick which one you want. profiles would be listed with previous work done, pictures with prices and dates, time when he is free.
pitch 1. i am opening door. handle breaks. ohhhh. ok. guy pulls phone from his pocket, opens app types 'fix door handle' picks who he wants. guy comes and fixes it.
pitch 2. coule at the table, fighting, girls: we never go out, look even grass is not cut and leaves room. guy pulls phone, books cinema tickets, opens app books to cut grass and shouts, get ready we are going to cinema

what was your view on cannabis before you tried them
indica or sativa
favourite strain
favourite way to use cannabis
how many times a week do you use cannabis
do you use CBD
favourite thing to do after using cannabis
perfect evening
most unbelievible story about cannabis
how your view changed after using cannaibs for the first time
how did you used it and what you did after
have you tried moonrock

pigeon top
smoking top
cannabis club#
weedstop ( adding green stop )

monday - go to police station and talk with highest office about gathering at the pigeon top on sunday with one gazebo
maybe we could get a key for the gate too

write email to cbd brothers about franchase
write email to storz & bickel about volcano and bags

slimHIPPO / slim H

cannabissupport.com.au

mobile content
discovery / not access
curation, calaborate filter, personalization

edibles as M&M, crisps
Lays 'cannabis edition'
coca cola 'green edition'

vaporizers
to have outside temperature sensor so it would know if you are holding it or no. to know if switch off battery to save it or to turn on when being lifter from table
no touch screen
battery level in minutes
vaporizer would show how much did you inhaled
rounded edges
heat would be spread through all vaporzer
long battery life
setting: heat up slower or faster
if its slower then you will get better flavour
ceramil mouth piece
adapter for bong

80 garron road
the four twenty

airbnb
rooms with sea view. out of containers, start with one, electronic lock
inside the building vening machines with arcade machines
kids could stay over the weekend and play. build a tree house
hot water machines and sell soup in cups on the go
pizza vening machine
volcano vaporizers will be available to use anytime. people can buy vaporizer bags and use them when they want.
test cannabis THC and CBD

31/01/2018 21:45
cannaibs. if you inhale a lot cannaibs and cannaibs would be in your body for long time it means that if you that person to who it works then CBD would work on you aswell

why people think outside of the box?
because they dont fit in the box

how high are you? yes

smoked a joint
smoked via bong
vaped
tried cannabis oil
talked to police while high
high right now
smoked though an apple
tried / ordered food while high on the phone
had sed while high
got high with parent / s
tried edibles

battery isolators

put vaporizer metal part in the freezer

put vaporzer in water and smoke when its frozen

#THE420 coffee shop

hot box
beanbags
forest
sunset
sunrise
sky at night
hot food 24/7
misoc area
gift shop
cbd shop
information center
conference area
picnic area
game room
movie room
no tabaco
no alcohol
free wifi
graffiti wall
no drugs

indica leaves you in the couch
option for next 5 minutes whatever you will delete on this device will be deleted in all ( add from all ) cloud connected devices
volcano in the pocket
alexa - switch on my volcano
i need to make a pitch - linked in
if you are afraid of the future - you are not doing it right
i have low tolerance thats why im not addicted to cannabis. ha ha ha
do any of drug dealers or growers share their profit with public or police?
get drone and drone license
dont vape from 1AM
then that day work from 10 till 6
each time different strain with same setup
always same food, same music, same game, same movie.
movie 1h 45min, music 2h, game 10min, food - always

why do you want it? now what it does
phone case with contactless payment protection
luxury. stupid simple. everyone got one or everyone would use one

22/01/2018 surround with people who make you feel better

government would rather give somewhere outside the town

everyone could have or use
easy to use for any age
soon everyone will understand that hey cant live without on
you look cooler by having one
makes life easier

wroking 9 - 5 office hours

6.30 - 8.30
5.30 - 7.30
faint - linkin park
fragrance

the enchanted forest
recycling - 4-5 bins for paper, plastic, liquids, general, food

patients and passion

club name explore

reviews while stoned

elite hot box.com
hotboxing.net
cbdmagic.co.uk
cbdfriend.co.uk

get brand names
locate manufactures

submit a form, wait 25h, call, say, im such and such from ... company, i have submited a form and wanted to make sure you got it and its been processed.

grant for bus shelter
contact MP
sell adverisement on shelter
from businesses in coolnagard

giffgaff, banking, amazon, all got finger print when log in in. what if on iPhone X make that face would be working as login and to make it even better -> when you press on any app it automatically will start o look for your face. and to make it even better iPhone X would always save last 2 seconds of face scan so when you would press on the app it would automatically login, no need to wait 3 - 10 seconds

your cannabis stories
from first trying till now

power bank
triple your phones battery life
so your phone would be mobile again
do things on the go
two names - single / share
single - 2 usb
share - 6 usb
after a year add share max with 10
with single get 2 usb cables
iphone exclusive?

age 60 - buy Northern Ireland
age 80 - rule the world

neuralink - 17/09/2018

yra sunku tada kada tu pradedi koncentruotis i seima, atsiriboji nuo visu kitu. pradedi make over plan which is not a year. i just tried to do it right. again. from the start. but i never expected to loose this much. never ever ever ever ever ever in my life i thought she will do thsi to me. dont trust anyone.

cup placements as location mark that you can see on google maps or facebook

take it apart
apart and together
but can you take it apart and put it back together?

pusleline is ryt. vakare valgiauto paties ka ir uzvakar. batona su sokoladu taip pat pasta chicken and chilli from centra 24/7 sweet chilli chicken. chicken, sweet chilli sauce, pasta, nuts, starch, wheat, barley
nutella: sugar, palm oil, hazelnuts ( 13% )

i want to make my mark in the business world.
be the best of what you do or the only one doing it
OPM - others people money

uzsirasyti kad prisimintum
we carry one manufacture because its the best
is that £5 case on £800 phone? say no more
alchemist book
link thief

industrial estates

i need camera rolling all the time

bluetooth speakers
in one set you would get two so it would be stereo sound.
both will have magnets to hold. magnets would be on both sides so you would have option to connect three, four or more
once you connect two then both will share battery life of two. so if you got 10% and other one is fully chargedthen 10% one will used its battery first and then it will start using fully chrged ones battery
it will have button when you press it on two or more speakers then they wall would connect
most laptops got bluetooth so you use speakers to get more sound
with magnets you could attach speakers to any metal surface

goals?
smoke with smoop dogg
smoke every strain
go with bus to amsterdam
make prototypes of every idea

district commander

busterdam
bus locks and you smoke weekd there and budtender there. but you cant buy. budtender will load weed and you get a bag and you do what you want.
or its my vaping lounge as it was before. bus was next thing.

app with restaurant offers

kaimas - village
visi pas mus turejo kaimus. ka tevai gerai darydavo? vezdavo vaikus i kaima. o jei draugas atvaziuodavo, seima su vaikais, tai kai idomu budavo. eidavai, kurdavai, konstruodavai. o tu gali dirbi is kaimo ir as galiu. as tik pasirasau kad from junes 1st iki 1st of septemver working hours are 7-8am and 7.30 till 8.30 pm monday to froday

kur yra pastoge, granfe parke ten padaryt per viduri sensoriu ir kad jis skanutu kiek per ji perejo zmoniu, visalaik sviestu lempa taip pat led pempos aplink takus

kids are not challanged here. more different acticities needed. we all are fifferent.

build hedge around grange park, more bins, 3 different types

course nr2.54
no internet. phone is dead. league of legends atempting to reconnect. here till 10:00, now 4:45 stop smoking at 5:30 sharp 4:52 reconnecting 4:52 error. enter didnt worked, same as esc, but when i pressed alt and then pressed tab i could go to windows desktop

find who makes bus stops in NI
cannabis condoms
hey... googleing yourself is fun hireing me is fun too
oddest item: metal spagetti colander and bag of candy dates

build massive comunity and add value for free
key to everything is that you have to believe that you can learn
business idea- search for item by taking a picture
what is your deepest passion?
food taste different if cut in different size
cia mano ateitis, paziurejau i lapa, tada paziurejau i belionus ir pagalvojauo cia mano dabartis. sunaus gimtadienis

for product or process to be trully disruptive it must create a new market and transform existing business model

make bong industructable add rubber or make bong to stick to the sirface

would you rather work 40 hours a week in the job you hate or 80 hours a week doing what you love?

why middle glass on the rood is clear and some others

best feeling is when you get stoner stoned

have less care about less you will be more happy

narrating others

make snapchat giphy

buy cheapest thing in the market as long as it meets living standards

parking app. everyone got mobile phones, download app, it detects where you are and without leaving car you can pay for your parking

app. stock and shopping list
you can take a picture of your receipt and it would automatically add your purchases to stock list you can also take a picture or products
once you finish something like shoer gell or toilet paper it will automatically save to shopping list so you will not have to worry and run to check what you need to buy
partner can login aswell same with kids

in the middle of nowhere #nowhere
no where / now here
buy land somewhere where no one would live close so noise would not be and issue
build shed / garage make all walls to be gate / door so for example you stand in the middle of the garage and you can see 360 of car drifting around garage
build diffing area, drag lines, cyrcle, tunnel.
place could be available to rent for private events or shows or just to gather ups
quad track, bike track
watch movies from the car. give bluetooth speakers to each car for sound.

see a need - fill a need

if its meant to be it will be

Ori cant wait for a first day at school

inside not outside

energetinis pagreitina sirdies plakima ir 'susilygina' su smegenu veikla for Neo

Terry Deary horrible histories trenches

trust no one

remember the main thing is to keep the main thing the main thing

savemoney.com

party in your garden before after pic we will do everything 5pm nothing 10pm party 5 am nothing

people do say hi back, just be first

go to whereandwho.com

dyson grinder

wat im doin? removing future back stabbers

i need to know everything

deti dazaina bet po savaites nuimti kur mazai likes and views

follow where attention is

story tell to create action that wanted. sell, vote, raise, money

podcast. anchor.fm

to build followers:
content, hashtags, colaboration, ads

evening with stoner S03E02

vaping with plenty
making bottle bong ( first time )
cleaning volcano
making 'vaporizer'
playing game on iPhone ( wifes pick / choise, i dont know yet )

coolnagard to grange park run. stopped twice. once to let car past, other time to open a gate to grange park. what is amazing that u dont run. ever. i dont go to the gym or eat healthy. we also went to ballycastle, got ferry to island and spend few hours there and i ran maybe an hour after we got back. yes i smoked cannabis. actually i vaped it. just smoking is more known word. i didnt vaped much. just few bags. volcano bags. volcano is desktop vaporizer. one of the best. if not the best. cannabis is amazing. educate yourself.

make and app to track your smoking
when you take pictures it will identify what it is, joint, bong, vaporizer. library of strains. get all possible info from internet and store in one website. cannapedia

help us so we can help others. people who doesnt know

raise money to print info about cannabis and send to all uk address.

now thinking to print my own and walk around coolnagard and leave in letter boxes

quick guide cannabis booklet
how cannabis looks
what to buy
THC, CBD
joints, bongs, vaporizers
effects. medicinal. negatices

ramunas smaidrys and my view on cannabis

then make a movie how ideas comes. how to follow one. and how to be happy.

brand, logo, website, podcast, daily blog - dailymee, amazon.

kai tavo grupes narys gauna nauja memberi nusiusti kokia dovana

tie kas dabar facebooke ir instagramoj daug veliau gales eit i aukstas pareigas nes visi juos zinos

goal - pay all debts
why - financial indepencence. i would not think about it each day. prove everyone wrong. happier life. relief. could spend money on other things
believes - it is possible, was done before
what - i need to buy parts and phones. i need to advertise. i need to learn more about iPhones

goal - get fit
why - to be more comfortable, to feel better, to prove myself, so i would think about other things
believes - it was done before and its easy
what - keep walking and lifting wheights

goal - get family together
why - to make Ori and Neo proud, to be happy, to show that daddy is not a quiter, to show example. so boys would not make same mistakes
believes - that this is a right thing to do, that boys will be much happier when both parent are together
work - get out of debt first

have a goal

have an absurd goal

have low expectations

lower your standards till you will get started

dont judge yourself

be flexible by breaking your own rules

community is a new currency

you have to fail to succeed

dont sell products - sell solutions

keep it simple stupid

think different

financial indepencance

follow where attention is

be original

less is more

shoot for the moon

never give up

bong improvement
my longest 'rip' so far was 40 seconds but what if i could get same amount of 'smoke' in just 3 seconds

intordusing battery operating bong that will keep filtering smoke while you not using it.

it will 'suck' air ( smoke ) and it will go though water and then will go back to 'storage' and when you press on a button it will release and you can do a 'rip'. also it can 'burn' weed so you wcould get a massive 'rip'

its not stupid if it works

dascoin. green plant. stylerHQ. OmaghNow. sell power banks

Nadia did two things that i liked. put all cheese in bottom shelf all three, even tho one already was in the middle. when we were taling boys to school and preschool at roundabout i was turning with signal and before i switched it to other side, she did it. that put a smile on my face.

money is most importain thing in the world

recycle xmas tree

cut tunel in the middle of the tree, put pipe or leave just tunel and put water though big branches
tree could be sold with sand and pump so no assembly would be required just add water and turn pump on
or three could be sold with water + 'tree food' already in the tank and pump would be running on batteries
then you can return tree and next year it would be cheaper because you would only pay for new tree as stand and pump would be taken from old tree

took a picture but i cant have all picture as my profile picture. problem. to solve it either add frame. nice nice that could be like for notes or any words or emojys ( i bet its not like that ) or make an app and sell it to FB

premier best 5 star service
theyarebest.com

business card size and on the back something nice and usefull

9:17 i can od anything, i can learn
9:22 bastille - pompii
9:26 why nadia is or was so protective?! because of her father
9:27 clarity, energy, increase bar, productivity, influence, courage - six habits. seek clarity, generate energy, raise necessity, increase productivity, develop influence, demonstrate courage. six habits how to reach high perfomance and stay there

11/03/2019

7:47 logo make logo. amazon and apple are first. how how about i am apple - independant amazon and apple haha dont use more then you can consume #
7:52 as tiesiog atsijungiu tom 4 valandom ir koncentruojuos i tai ka as nusprendziu
9:05 now starting two songs lifting dumbbells, two songs tidying the house. starting with next song. now listening to avril. axwell and sick individuals ft. taylr renne - i am
7:53 dj layla and lorina - searching 4 love. yes i see and yes again and again ( hudson leite and ... ) bring old ones back that shower
7:53 will bring memories and this is also dance music and have best tunes running at HQ so each time someone walks by they would hear. go to town to argos if got cash get haircut and eat in the town. take laptop and mpserve?. haha.
7:58 they would hear new song because i kep adding, look how many drinks i had, how techy my room was . dj paffendorf vs ryan t - dream & dance ( club mix )
8:02 but all i want to do is cean dust. top up phone.
8:02 is to write haha need to make plans for today
8:03 how will i call it? my book is my diary. book1. no no need for. start working on iPhone SE ( ~1.5h )
8:38 so yesterday i wanted to learn how to play checkers. played yesterday. won against expert. thats me.
8:42 how many clients i need to bring you so i would be in for free. in one year.
12:57 called Kim but got voice mail. giffgaff voice mail. she didnt called me back
13:00 try enjoy small wins. be happy with what surrounds you.
17:30 work
13:01 appreciate what you have right now. Sallys or Terrace. none. todays sunlight belongs to a fresh new day. each day write down three things that wend well.

buy energy drinks! three of us will start writing a book

12/03/2019
10:25 we all are different. dont live to make others happy. you be happy and you will see how things will change
10:29 put number plates on new table.
10:49 knowledge is everything
17:41 ori sitting on my left and watching neo learning 4 and 6 times table. revision today. redbull. brand. if loads of people use it. it means its good.
17:44 in the toilet i showerd ori how to bend tissue in the toilet and he then did next bend himself. not on new one but with same one few more times. called nadia. no answer.

17/03/2019
who are most passionate? so from now on i will either write here or on laptop. song - this is going to be the best day of my life. i think in one day i could do anything as i would accomplish a lot. so one of the best days not best day. and we can call it first one of the best. so. now listening to ariana grande feat zedd - break free. nu ir pizdu sakau paskambinsiu as jai nes for fuck sake as gi ja myliu ir tai tureciau daryt tai ka ji nori. taip taip ir as to noriu. bet. memory memory. there there. there there. there there.

09/04/2019
apply dragons den

18/04/2019
you are LTD so you can wipe this grand from your tax. what about my 2k? there is no way for me to get my money back. i had a plan. failed

19/04/2019
8:22 power of your brain. you can do what you think. everything else is just a bank up, safe zone, comfort zone. want to really know what will make you feel at your best? when you can use your brain at your best? relax. do what you like. and then smoke weed. only then. dont smoke weed to get there but smoke weed after you get there. so next time i will buy weed only when i will get out of the debts. all? yes this time all. omg my stoned me is worse then me. og well i know that me stoned is thinking better then me and thinks much faster then me so i will have to listen to him. or is that my womans side opens up when i smoke. haha. i still havent finished smoking. because i cant stop doing it. writing. same as smoking. girls. gaming. driving. sex. kissing. cuddling. nadia. walking. watching. two songs. playlist. so i can do anything. anything. like now im thinking to get a bus. a bus. and build it from zero. get driving license for it and drive around helping people. first me and anthony will buy some spray cans. i was like. came closer to him and i know you like illegal stuff. how about we take down that wall? and he looked at me like: im listening. so i continued. spray some thing like love, or live love laugh. 3xL. who did this? then in the early morning will get yellow coats and tools. will make bright signs 'blah blah'
8:39 ok lets test my memory. what i did yesterday. so. when i woke up? nothing importain. out. i smoked and went to kick a ball in the park. first kick kick kick kulnas kick goal. was amazing. talked with anthony for good 20 minutes. why lithuania have more words? jug, asotis. car, masina. pc, kompiuteris. rail, tureklai. step, laiptai. wall, siena. stone, akmuo. whoohoo. valio. tris kartus valio
8:48 was kicking there for an hour and 25+ minutes. did 25+ in the air
8:50 plus played checkers - won. with recording, will be on my page. book with live videos from FB
9:02 how much time i spent? 10 minutes. ok i was kicking. playing basketball. did actually really well. so i thinking to sign up for futsball. you need to outplay just 5 players. after that 3x3. me. arunas. and andy or neo or after plus ori. why andy? because i was thinking to play 2x2 with him.
9:11 just won another one. its a draw if he is giving up. ok so a draw. 2x2 was left. ok 2 x 2. ok yesterday. need to get a shower. i didnt. need to check how long im writing now. from 22 past so its for 51 minute so its my peak. could it be? my peak is one hour no matter what?
9:20 ok none of this is importaint. lets get ready lets plan so because i havent replied. no even worse i havent contacted nadia i will not be included in todays plans. i slept. pretty girls dont know things that i know. magnets lewis remix. so today will smoke and clean house after that i need to move everything from hdds to one hdd it have to be in one not in all now i need  just laptop. there you go. lets install windows 10. put fancy wallpaper. go to caffee once a day £10. take kids for a tea or milkshake. £10 each. idealy . at the start £10 in total. £5 each
9:36 planning my future. this time writing down. so im starting cbd and aloe from tomorrow. not tomorrow as tomorrow. keliauti per miestus. susitikti su kitais tokiais. hotbox / bus. vakar piesiau
9:43 hug bus
10:16 £1 per hug
10:26 if party bus will reach £10000 / asking something nice / research if not people might still be offered what they bought previously at lower price. .enter amount you want to spend. and i will show you best thing you can get. bag. foodbag. footbag. futbag
10:51 im outside for her ( another ) joint. will be reading what i have planned haha.
10:54 be in the center gives me confidence. when euro was on the old cinema
10:57 all you need to do is to change surroundings

where now? turn straight

so now Sunday. sitting at McDonalds. was thinking to go and look to find can i speak in front of the court so if i would have 5 minutes i would go for it. i would say that everyone is trying to use law as cover
21:12 solicitor i got ordered interpreter so she would speak instead of me. do you think judge is stupid? solicitor was like so you just speak basic like yes no. this is stupid as judge knows those tricks and will not fall for an other ones. so i need to find a hole in the law so i would be able to speak uninterupted for 5 minutes and i will tell how nad what my plan was that day / night. so this is what i will do after we will play with Arunas with Heroes newest one. wooop wooooop
21:19 will need to leave big M in 20 minutes as at 10 we will arrange to play. plan was at ten.

07/05/2019 21:32 on bus. someone need to start doing airbnb type places in the center of the city. and other main places. buy old. cheap but as close to two town or other main attraction. renovate and put on AirBnb. start with one and then increase. like a hotel in the middle of the town. just with apartaments. apartament hotels . com boooom what else is needed? now will come back and will put pastry with chocolate and peanut butter. then will go clean utility room. i can either leave some spots or put gloss paint or arunas can buy it and i would paint then. 21:39 so from now im cannabis free. wife thinks that i still drink tablets and today said that if i would not be using ( i dont use them, she doesnt know ) them i would be dead basically. but good thing is that i dont need them anymore. i will show that i no longer need cannabis. sounded wrong. i never needed. i wanted to say that i will show that i can live without it for long period. it will be like 6 months i would say. i have wrote about it before. ctrl + f. 21:42. wait teacher, wait, i cant keep up with you. newtownstewart. so will go have a shower. then Heroes VII. take on everything that is free. that only consumes time. it will be worth in long term 21:53 people say reaction time is slower when you are high on cannabis. lies. im in a bus now. was looking at the road. saw a dog. beagle. its good that it moved as driver didnt saw it. driver would have had driven over poor dog. when he saw a dog, he steered left but it was unnesessory as dog was in safe place. 21:58

08/05/2019 14:36 bus now. time to write notes down and my current toughts about them. how old i was and show my all drawings. tech neo how to drive a car. i bet my mom and dad was against it but dede ricis mane vistiek sodindavosi prie vairo. neo ir oris neturi nei vieno nei kito. tai reikia mums tai daryt. this was on 6th may 22:05
build road legal car from zero. chuck norris meme book. call it chuk noris book. my information is too sensitive and personal for public. i want to be a judge. can you test me? i heard you are the best. that should have been for Bernie. judge Bernie. goal is to have at least one perfect letter in each word. or new letter. like for example i did wrote judge and i like letter u. it was / is simple but with new thing that i tried and i like inside a letter. if i vulanteer to cut the grass in the park. will you be able to fix potholes quicker? message to mayor. take and sign up for any free qualification. iKISS - i keep it super simple.
on the diary. on 8th may. hide something in the bus and post on snapchat. then kids will go and look for it. this way you would increase bus profit. or rven better. write a plan where ttens could drive from town to town cheaper. for comunity service. get teens from rural places like Gortin, Ardstraw, Plumpridge, Fintona, Seskinore... bring one bag of rubbish and they will get momey back. clean town. your town. ask for grant. start with free rides. it will be good for town as it will increase in revenue. keep shops local. like for rubbish you would give free meal vouchers. where there would be that owners owned. hahaha. joking. that owner would be there. so i definatelly need a caraban. i need to make one. like i had my bus or room - technology room. where one guy brought his sons to show because he mentioned it to them and they wanteded to see it. one guy when he was at my place in living room said he would swap this for any night out. and i didnt even had much. like i didnt had anything at all. room was empty. didnt even had my speakers or wall painted or paintings or mustang on the wall. 
plan everything. presitent even got toilet time. dont mention it.

book3 from the phone.

so i got some green. how people are not afraid to sell weed. one girl messaged me on my business page that two strains are available. how badass is that? yeah people putting weed on snapchat groups. already saw some on facebook groups. listening to Eminem. remember last time i was here with Ruta. book about where i been and what i experianced when i was high. that would be some antraste. i will need to write about it. then we came here with my Mini and after that we went to Gortin Lakes. i think then she thought i will fuck her but i didnt. i saw how she wanted it. she even asked to change seats, then when she wanted to change back she climbed on me and i saw in her look that she is not confused but like never been in this situation because i did nothing :D so 21:25 hqu. high quality unicorn. nearly fell asleep on swings. haha. 21:32 nearly nearly next to boating lake. law changed. time to change the law. i need more light here and cover from rain and. dig a pond. put leds though all. because it will be custom made. it will be easy to clean. put few vending machines. recycle bins. 5 types. 21:45 leaving boating lake. 1 hour dummbells when come back. time to work. what i have will last me till next time. be su kokiu burbulu atvaziavo. taskalas barskantis. tryse. ismokau gryzti i praeiti. omg. each smoke. doesnt matter how much i smoke. 21:55 next to my exit. walking slowly ir svyruoju nes koncenturojuos i rasyma. vis dar 10% battery ( no joke now its also 10% ) same all way from boating lake. Hailie's Song. bath with bubbles 18:44 march 23 2019
o wow kai parukiau. itraukiau dar ir ibegau pas save per greitai. pasirodo pamirsau ispusti. ble. ir as negaliu ispusti viduj. nx. atgal i lauka. tada tik tokius du dvigubus haha 18:46

22:05 24/03
bridge now boating lake. Eminem - White America. parukiau eidamas. ilgai gana rukiau. sedziu dabar. 22:17 bit cold so will try to go to Grange. will smoke there. then back. lift dumbbells. Eminem is Venom. Eminem thought many. who listens to him. who were listening ot him in childhood but didnt understood everything like me i was listening Eminem when i was young and i was listening to him a lot. Stan. knew all words. Sing For A Moment. Holywood. Hayley's Song. love them all.

10/05/2019 09:43 in the kitchen cleaning. now drying dishes. smartpeopleNI / smartpeople.com
09:44 put two tablets in the lid without touching them. smoke only high / very high / best stuff on the planet. so then if someone will want to get it you would get paid finders fee. £10 per customer? easy. £10000 per month.
09:49 what if our water is poisoned? no way you will say. so why there is a police? because some or half of the criminals succeed. be good or be smart.
10:09 cooking apple pie with marshmallows and cocoa. now mixing egg white. 
11:00 cutting apples for extra. cake is in the owen. set for 22 minutes after that i will turn and put smarties on top. do you have secrets that you will not tell anyone and take them to the grave? what is it?
11:14 Courtney McKenna: about depression and anxiety - Crap doctors are useless plus my mates are no good they throw all there achievements in my face because out of us 3 am the one who fucked up, wana be my friend lol 11:15
11:57 at PC will play League of Legends. lifting stuff from floor because will be vacuuming after. will need to suggest Neo to spray his jurassic park bag in black. because we also took off his dinausaur poster because he didnt wanted it. it could be that he is shy to bring friends because he is not confident with his room. so we will hang phones there and new posters. only 4 he left was from shooting range. £25 each. euro actually.

13/05/2019 copy-paste. and now guess what he says in Venom song :DDD Neo cleaning my closet. pritcirtingti spinta Neo kambari. Paw Patrol Season 1 for Ori. ant supyniu. darau eksperimenta. kiek maziausiai reikia uzsidirbti kad gautum didziausias pasalpas ir tikrinti kaip galima gyventi su tiek pinigu. eisiu sportuoti. stumiau su kojom. cia reikia bluetooth speakerio pajungto prie solar arba prie power cia ir bet kas gali prisijungti ir garsiau pasiklausyt muzikos. diena reikia atsinesit piesti cia. su bernais ateit. as parukau, papiesiu, jie palaksto pusvalandi tada as su jais pazaidziu gaudityniu pusvalandi. arba kam. mes cia ateisim cia tik pazaisti. 23:05 atejau pasisupti ant rato. eisiu miegot. gerai issimiegosiu. energijos nera pas mane. o redbull duoda staigiai ir poto miegot varo nes issekes buni. so im not saying that its true but its one of million as and your idea. where i can find adult swings. i bet many look for it. because now its only bars and shops, now chippy and other fast food chains was addes to the list also with giants like Amazon, Ebay, AliExpress. im going to hell, who is coming with me? Eminem went crazy. haha Laura rasineja, labai jau sena mane manto. kad butum milionierius reikia parduoti tik milijona dainu. po £1. your talen. arba £10 book hundred thousand copies. £1000 with thousand friends. meet each one once a day for one hour. 23:28 hands cold. thinking. planning tomorrow. need to go to solicitor. watch court if open. vending machine in town centre is must. people want it fast. imagine they drive through underground garage and they can buy water and carrots. coke and crisps. medkit or grinder and roling papers. anything. where is warmest place in the town? where is brightest place in the town? most informative. where can you escape from rain anytime of the day. i would say all LEDs in the town should be changed to white. thought about race till traffice lights. if you start inside then you need to move to other lane where if you behind then you stay in the line. looser does run though Campsie and Hospital road. drive of shame and thoughts about new parts needed :DDD sadly only did it few times with Cooper S. i want it again. yes why not. 01:23 next day in bed ( alien, unicorn and wink emoji ) ohhhh nooo. had a million pound idea and got flash back £10 gadget. then just call itself gadget 01:26 27/03 7:20 listening to The Real Slim Shady. cos im slim shady yes im real shady cos other slim shadies are imitation. 7:22 einu ir matau plakatus vote me vote me. cia prie hospital ziedo. o as tiesiog nusipirkciau ta zieda ir priziureciau ir savo vardo net nedeciau nes as pats priziureciau taip zmones mane matytu ir benjau vienas idetu i facebooka video su padekojimu. tas pats bus kas buvo su boating lake. as dabar cia. kazkam reiketu nupjauti zole aplinkui lake. out and about 11:20 hospital roundabout two people recognised me while driving. when you walking you dont see that many things but when you drive you concentrate on the road and surroudings 11:21 now 15:19 walking to Coolnagard so hot didnt ate much full of energy 28/03 12:58at boating lake. need a place where kids could walk bare foot in the water or place to sit. 13:01 people walk here ach day, people walk dogs here. everyone will see. i can see fish here. would love to bring Neo and Ori fishing here. need more places to sit here. there are loads of fish here. ok 13:13 reiks eit. 14:57 walking Coolnagard Primark now 18:44 going back. grysiu, paskambinsiu klijentui, ateis, parukyt ir eit kamuoli spardyti jei nebus tamsu. jei bus tada sportuot. 18:54 ka daryt over the weekend. bar is just a big mancave. i had a party bus, lounge in the she. 29/03 13:44 so im back, will vape now and go make something now. i have too much. i have to upgrade not change. too many cars. there were 4. you need only one. inhale. 13:45 that was one of my problems that i failed on. buvo kioskai kur galedavai nusipirkti betka, kioskai dingo, atsirado daugiau parduotuviu. reikia vending machines statyt for people for those who are in rush, dont havce 5 minutes to enter shop and get one thing. pastatyti lauke ir gali buti per nakti. arba vakare atvaziuoti pasiimti. have a meter on each and alarm if power is gone or enter pin. 14:13 you will not be best if you will not beat the best. 05/04 20:51 cold walking to Asda, well just hands are cold but im ok. too late for Lidl so will havce to be Asda. then back to my place for vape and then if it will not rain i will go to Grange. 08/04 00:53 my body is so nice, you look at it twice :D 08/04 8:00 einu pro lenkus pas Ilona, pyraga nesu. Eminem for the win. pareinu muzika on, heating on, sandwitch, iPod. 8:35 ir ka tu man. su Karlu prakalbejom geras 10 - 15 minuciu. 9:52 stop me if you will hear something interesting at Dragons Den 10:16 kalbejau su vyriskiu jis sako galvojau man tave reikes ateit ir pakelt tave kai pamaciau tave prigulint o as ten fotkinau gelyte finished on 10:25 Chazz Leonardd i need go start sharing TESCO brand so people would think my account infected and i will not get any friend requests from Abudabi prince who wants to leave my his 3 gold mines if i will correctly answer question about mobile phones. which brand is Samsung S10 edge? Simsung, Samsung, Semsung or Samsung? 14/04 23:22 shit pamirsau. perdegiau ir pamirsau. 20/04 hqu - high quality unicorn 23/04 16:49 you cant build future before imagining it. my last two years - for book name. hemp museum. sun grown. how to make friends. always have a cannabis with you. make filters! be best at them! if not you are stupid. so i went for a walk like i planned. everything happens for a reason. went under the bridge. thought i will make a filter. made it. read whats on the wall. heard someone is walking on the bridge. two guys came down. hi. hi. wassup. is that a joint? not yet. and then it sated. nice lads. told me that there is a camera pointed at the place where i was standing in first place :D. didnt planned to smoke but it was needed :D man net tablete norejo duoti :D. done. all from phone. whooo hooo. now i can type what i want and everything will be on one thing. need to make a copy now :D well just in case :D

same day collection - next day delivery. collect it same day day or get it delivered to your door next day. when i smoke i can concentrate on one thing or two or three or four at the time. for example. i can paint wall, listen to music, plan. kick ball, listen to music, plan. but when i dont smoke i need empty space to concentrate and everything have to be the way i want, clean, tidy and done. i get very easy distracted if things are not the way i want as then i try to think of solutions of how to fix that and things are not getting done. here at Arunas i cant concentrate at all. too messy for me and too much work needs to be done. good that he is looking for new house. i could show or tell but i dont think it will make any difference as mom was coming here each year and nothing changed. here at Arunas i got only one thing done so far. i painted utility room. yes i was high then. but i did it. need to finish cleaning arround now. was thinking if i will get £200+ tomorrow today is 14th of May then i will get small bag and finish working on utility room and start somewhere else. the only two things i would need is cannabis and energy drink. best time is evening or few hours before bed. i tried smoking in different times. cannabis is good if you have a plan. i mean if you have fully planned your day then you or me can smoke all day and get things done. i remember when i moved to number 11 i got things really fast till i had cannabis. however very small amount of people like cannabis and can relate to me where other part of people think that its a drug and should stay illegal. was talking to Arunas he was like i think you are addicted. i didnt wanted to continue talking about it so i just said ok :D. addicted. ohhhh cmon how many times i need to proove to people? it looks like they forget after a month what i have done before. i havent had smoke for 5 days. so tell me how i still alive? and i dont even take medicine. explain me this. you cant. like i said we all are different, yes body looks the same. we have same organs, same bones. brain is different! people walk on fire, people eat glass, people can dive for 10 minutes, people can flex body. people are amazing. you just need to train yourself. its not like i got imune to that right away. or maybe i did. because i was already thinking about this. when i was collecting alkohol i was also drinking. i would never have a hangover. doesnt matter how much i drink. i could have 40 shots, go to bed at 2 and wake up at 7 and be sharp as i was before i started drinking. and this is truth. so could it be same with cannabis? i remember when i just started smoking i would smoke whole joint, small joint and i would still feel it next day. but its gone now. now i would not feel anything next day, doesnt matter how much i smoke. well yes trick is to go to sleep :D 5 hours i would say is enough. so same as with drinking i would go for a smoke at 9, then at 11 or 12, go to bed at 2, wake up at 7. i even was managing to wake up without alarm just before 7. dont know how. i would just wake up at like 6:56, 6:58 for a week. use it but dont abuse it. dont smoke and do nothing. go help other, go learn new things, go explore, go create, do stuff. dont sit at the TV want watch Tom and Jerry or other TV show. also please dont mix it with tabacco or drink beer on top. cmon people why would you do that? better smoke another joint insted. those things are bad. i can source anything. i can find anything on the internet. i will prove later. cant wait. yesterday was talking with Arunas, he was like when i will get money i will buy a car and i can drive while you sit next to me. i was like yeah now you thinking. wanted to say what i will do but kept it for myself. but hey it would be rude not to share here :D sooooo plan is well there are two so dont know which one i will go for first. well actually 3 :D ok first plan was to rent a place in Omagh in oldmarket street / road like upstairs and have my setup downstairs, CBD supplies, phones for sale, phone repairs, cannabis accessories and Aloe. then secont plan came not a while ago. to buy a car, to get a caravan and travel over ireland. but now that i got 10 points i think this will have to wait till i will get more money as insurance will be over the roof because it will state drink / drug driving. i need to apeal if that will say as i was not driving. i was in charge of motor vehicle while parked. this is very silly. law needs to be changed. im getting nude pictures from girls. one girl kept asking for me to show my private parts :D well she send me her nude pictures without me even asking. she is cute. but i cant risk. like one picture could ruin my future plans. so where i was. so car + caravan might need to wait. then i came up with idea about getting on the bus and travel. like it cost £60 for one week or £204 for one month. this is cheap. i could even do this while still staying with Arunas as i will not be able to do that when i will have a shop. need to have a vending machine in the shop to sell grinders, papers and other accessories. so i could do this when i come back? like i will not need much money for it. make 4 sandwitches or more. leave in the morning, go to towns i havent been, kick a ball there, have a walk, and come back when boys finish school. and then open a shop and stay in. also get a bike or make an electric scooter or buy one. and i could even take it with me. loads of planned. just i dont want to do it alone. thats a think. i want to plan with someone. not alone. but whatever i will jsut go visit people i havent seen for long and i like traveling. i could write when i will be on the bus. most of them got wifi too. it will be fun. for one week i will need - £60 bus card. cannabis - £60. food - £60. £180. so £200 for one week. but i will do stuff. like i will not be sitting in one place and i need to finish my book. this book. of random stuff. how will i even call it? i had few ideas but what its not like its one subject what im writing about. i have so much to say. i have my opinion on everything. time will show.

15/05/2019 7:28 so sitting here in the bus to Omagh. yesterdays plan for today was to write a plan after i will be back from Lithuania. so first plan and this was from old days was to well if i will have money. yes all plans are if i will get money. if not i will have to stay with Arunas and then i will probably will look for temprorary job. well anyways plan was to rent a place in Omagh in old market street i think its how its called. second one from left. in first floor make a lounge, at the start was thinking to put 3 Volcano vaporizers, put sofas around them, have WEED sign on right wall, have vending machines at the back. bong cleaning station. no things a bit changed. so, lounge. what can i do with it. two sofas and table. put vending machines with grinders or maybe no, look cigarettes are sold from under the counter but papers are visible so it should be ok. so yeah grinders, papers and other accessories. then at the back have pizza vending machine. then have few stands for Aloe, phones that i will have for sale and CBD oil and other bits. and upstairs have my bed and put loads of beanbags. second plan came few months ago. get a car, get a caravan and travel. final idea was to take caravan fully apart, make propper shower room and toilet at the back, i wanted to put a king size mattress but i dont think it will fit, well not hanging from ceiling. but matress would be handing in the first floor where i would get place in Omagh. plan number 3. to buy a bus ticket for all Northern Ireland. it cost like £60 for one week and you can travel as much as you want for one week, monthly is i think £204. so get weekly ticket, leave in the morning and return when boys finish school. enough of writing. maybe time to read and see what i can improve / expand from what i wrote. i checked few days ago and it was 24000 words, its like half of the book. so all i need is to double each word and im good.
11:53 at library. nadia agreed that i should appeal because doctors said that i was able to drive and only i said that i was high. which is irrelevent because i passed test. and its good that i have asked for it otherwise they would have just said that i cant drive and thats it. so barister didnt defended me properly as it looked that he didnt knew that case. he even called me outside to ask was i thinking that i could drive. i said what should i say. he was like the truth. o wow. he what forgot that sometimes you cant win with truth. well i could drive no problem if i needed but i would not drive if its not the end of the world because i know that my reaction would not be as good as if i would not have smoked. also barister didnt said anything when judge said 10 points, he didnt even tried to bargain to get less. judge already offered 10 points its not like he said 10 points. this is sad that he didnt looked my case. just time wasting. next time i should represent myself. i would just need to learn the law. how hard is it? you go to court eavery day and after that you read. its like going to college or university just if you see professionals working its much better. i even had dreamed that after few months Bernie would look at me and ask what do you think about this case, what do you think it would be fair to give to him. i sat in the court few times. one of them there was an incident when farmers slur tank got bursted and stuff went to river. so he got just £1000 fine. what i would have done is to give community service. doesnt matter who, he could hire or send one of his workers or himself but this way stuff would have done faster, litter picking doesnt require any skill, if you have skills you could cut lawn, more skilled you can paint or build something. where now money will go into the system and who knows where it will go next. community service is the way to go in these days. when i would appeal i would ask for community work. why this is happening to me? got payment today and my life insurance too money today. lucky enough that i didnt had all money so i should have money available tomorrow so i guess i will have to get cannabis tomorrow in Strabane. first time. ohhh well need to test that market. Omagh market is good now. one guy already sell edibles so things are moving on. small bag should last me till i will leave on Sunday. uuuu i even leave one joint in the Belfast. because hey i dont need much like. i would need to grind all stuff, make joints as thats it. then put in the calendar then i will smoke and manage it this way. yes. or maybe not :D well then i will have only £100, £25 i guess will be for bus. lets hope Niall will collect phone. but lets not count on that. i want to leave Arunas place with more stuff done. need to finish what i started. ok time to leave. going to job centre.
14:25 at library. follow where attention is. listening to people here. guy was like i work from this to that ( about working hours ) and i only earn £21.50 and that was like for 5 hours i guess because he is 16 or so. but its not fair they work same amount as 18 or 21 year olds but only gets their minumum wage where you could get £7 something so he would got £30+ for same hours. so what is needed to be done here. find a job that 16 or 15 year olds could do and pay them more as long as they will do good job. as long as they will do what you need. so what could it be. something.
21:33 on the bus to Strabane. Nadia said i love yous. yes i heard it corectly. it was when me and Ori were returning from orthodontist. i bet she didnt meant it bet it was still nice to hear. one day. yes one day. ohhhh i will have to work hard for me to hear it again. but hey its me who said i can do anything. so what i will do when i will get money from palikimas / house sale. yes this is my plan. now im trying - how to live without money and doing nothing. is it possible. can anyone do it? how people do it? this will determine can i help homeless. i mean all homeless. i would open a car wash. i will not take any money from them. what they will get they will keep. this is amazing idea. then when car even will be happening anywhere i would take them and they could earn there. everyone would have matching uniforms and quality products. well thats one idea. will come back to it when i will get a grip. uuuu what i remembered. in that group i have at least three facebook friends. so £1k. i will spend that on phones. so lets count. iPhone 5s - £50, SE - £80, 6 - £100, 6s - £120, 6s+ £150, 7 - £200, 8 - £250. total £950. this i think would be enough to have in stock. sell one. buy one. rest invest into next purchase or buy 2 phones. CBD - spend £500 or £1000 depends on how much i will receive. Aloe, sign up - £200 and then i dont need to have any in stock with me as it next day delivery. buy bongs, grinders and other accesorries - £500. so total i need would be £2500. bike - £100. and im in the business. and then just use brain and dont spend money on stuff you dont need. if i will have £2k i should go to the estate angents and say im taking it. here is a money upfront

14/06/2019
sitting here in Costa in Strabane. how did i ended up here? well let me to tell you a story. so i thought to get some green. left a messages in snapchat that i am looking for some. got no responce. then one guy wrote that he sold his last qtr. but said that he can get some in. £40 for 3g. i was like ok. i was sitting on the bench at the river and he was just on the other side of the street. so he in vited me to his house and offered a spliff but i didnt took it but he was good and made me a small joint. two puffs it was all i needed. still sitting here and waiting but dont know when he will show up. longest wait. never i waited for this long. now over two hours. what is he coming from Cork. he better be :D. ohhh forgot time 19:39 and it was about 7 when i strarted. so will sit here now till battery will run out. or i will be asked ot leave. listening to music. so far this place was most expensive spent over £10 here. wondering why. cannabis is also cost more here. but actually here you can get £20 bag where in Omagh lowest was £30. so here is £20 or £40 or £80. 19:42 so i will get green, make a joint, will come home and will work out then shower. then i will need to move stuff i need from external hard drive to laptop. after work out need to go though pictures, move all in appropriate folders and start uploading to social media. make plans for basked ball ring in the boating lake. start small. same maybe for river walk. and call it Melvin River Walk. damn there is no point. as river walk will be flooded anyways but smart guy didnt knew that. and i thought he is smart one. no, he was just playing game. he learned to play. everyone can do that. practice practice practice. i know. work out. there! thats what i need to do. work out. go to gym. and work out. lift weights. charge phone, smoke joint and go. look now how long two puffs work and when i will be working out i can go for puffs after an hour. i would be monster. o man. so what i will get next i need to make small joints. ohhhh noooom dont have papers. will get them in asda. 19:52 nearly an hour here, outside is raining, dont want to go anywhere. ok maybe half an hour here and going to asda then. so dont know what i will do next. get will not be getting green from him. takes too long. first time and waiting 3 plus hours. damn why i havent took umbrella. so was talking with guys and guy who we visited is watching a lot of videos
20:00 what to do today. where i could go and sit just. with Arunas at Fir Trees hmmm or maybe into one of the bars. make a joint and go sit there. look how long it took for me to decide that i want to go to Costa. yes need to work out. in spare time i could research then spend all day in gym. why not. what i will need. just water and sugar :D. 20:06